GeRL iN LOvE

End of 2006 blog.

2007-01-11T00:49:00.000-08:00

my 2007 blog is MyColouringBook

To my darling Rosz...

2006-08-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

The language of love is not spoken with words
It's the simple gestures that do the work
It's something as simple as a special smile
Or a meaningful glance, in a hard time

It is the small acts of kindness you show
That helps the love we share to grow
It's holding me in your arms when I cry
Or listening to my worries for a while

It's a special hug when I'm feeling blue
Or doing something together, that I always wanted to do
It's saving to buy me that lovely dress
And saying that I'm pretty, even when I'm a mess

It's rubbing my tired shoulders at the end of the day
It's holding me close till the night passes away
It's forgiving me when I make mistakes
And being there for me, whenever my heart breaks

The language of love, I learned from you
Cos you make me feel loved, with everything you do
So, it doesn't matter if you're not good with words
Cos even in silence, your love is heard...

Happy Birthday!!

2006-08-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th birthday Natasha!!! My bestest friend!!! Since im not able to see you til your engagement day, here's a bloggy birthday cake for you!!

ok guys..start singing...

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TASHA~
Happy Birthday to you~!!

help...i need a miracle!

2006-08-16T11:03:00.000-07:00

ok...im sooo in need of staffs!! oh my god...cant believe this is happening!!

i dont know whether to cry or run...

anyways, im here t congratulate a few people...

firstly. natasha..she's getting engage!!! 3rd sept!! to her most wonderful boyfriend, zaid!! woohoo..so happy for her... *grins**hugs*

secondly, happy belated birthday to irliana irwan tay...and you will be missed by many, here in singapore!! one year is pretty long..but nonetheless, good luck in states babe..love ya & miss ya lots!! *hugs*

thirdly, to janice, congrats on ur promotion ya...hehe..u've earned it...ok take care...!! *smiles* *pats back*

yesh, for all of u who asked me, im back at pastamania bugis. lolx..really tiring coz we got very few staffs....sigh....i remembered when i had to work everyday at scotts..it was fun but tiring at the same time, wat more bugis is the biggest outlet. sheesh...

to all my fellow staffs...please bear with me for the next few weeks...we will and can, get thru this....*prays very hard*

i need a break...

2006-08-05T10:16:00.000-07:00

gosh...adult life is really tiring...i have never been this exhausted before.
work work and work...i didnt even have the energy to clean up my room every week.
i have to wait every month to clean it up. gosh..im super lazy..sigh.

come to think of it, secondary life was much more hectic. school ends at 4 or 5pm, have ccas every week, projects, homework...
haha..yes i know..thats life..

anyway, i think im gonna revemp this blog. its very boring to me now...gonna do some searching now...goodnite friends...

i miss hanging out late...

rest rest..i need more rests...

2006-05-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

ok my title says it all..im tired of working already..lol...no! cannot...yana muz work harder to achieve her goals..!

ok..just dropping by to say, arghh im bored..tasha bubble me today! kekekz..smacks your butt laterz...

ok thats all..maybe i will update maybe not. see how lor...busy and tired and busy and tired!

arghhhhhh............so much spendings!!!

2006-04-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

was shocked by my first manager's pay...sigh...anyway...had my shopping trip with dearie las saturday..and got our pig out session at Seoul Garden with dearie's sis family. and after that i got my adidas top that i wanted and our new couple accessories!! broke but happy!! lolx...die liao.

and while walking along the streets of orchard road, guess who i bumped into??!!!

woohoo...and i asked if i can take his pic. lolx..gorgeous! clue: the tv series of Dia, one of the actor!

hmmm...im stress out with my work...how? rested but when im at work, i'll get pretty stressed out again....gosh...i need to find a new job! lol kidding.

sorry..pics wil be uploaded soon...tired now...

Happy Anniversary Dearie...1yr & 2mths...

2006-03-26T08:30:00.000-08:00

First and foremost...i'd like to say...I LOVE YOU dearie...wow..i cant believe its been over a year we're together...everything has been blissful and wonderful. never felt this contented with anyone before...thank you God for answering my prayers. =)

i love you dear...muacks and hugss...

true love doesnt come easily..sometimes it takes a lot longer and thru lots of heartache before u finally found true love. and by the time u found it, u'll be able to treasure and cherish it, every moment of ur life. my true love is with me now. and no matter wat happens it will always be with me, right there in my heart. im lucky and happy to have found u dear..u'll always be my true love.

never take someone for granted coz u'll never know when they might leave you for someone who really cares abt them. and guys, please tell a girl how much u care and love her...girls need the assurance everytime...dont ask why, but it makes us feel happy and loved. =)

i woke up in the morning to find the most peaceful and cutest face i've ever seen. since i had not woken him up, i took the moment to memorise the lines and curves of his face while he's asleep. the lips that kissed me tenderly without fail. then slowly touching and caressing his face makes my heart swell at how real he is to me, how peaceful and contented he makes me feel just being near him. and to show how much i love him back, i'll kiss his forehead and cheeks and nose and lips....good morning my love. everything seems beautiful when im with you...
from ur dearest girlfriend...hidayana

ok me had no time to upload pics to my blogger...so here's the link to my photo pages. you can click and save the pics there k? muacks!!

click this link http://spaces.msn.com/hidayana/

on saturday went to zouk, bumped into Tasha's bro..lolx..of all places..and there was a Subvert event going on...DNB!! woohoo...but to my disappointment...it wasnt as nice as i thought it was. i just wasnt feeling it. but since all our friends came down, it wasnt that bad..Nisa noodles and pam and christy...blabla..all were there. it was all good after all.

anyways..im going thailand this coming May...first week of May i guess...excited yet scared to death!! haha...i hope it'll be as interesting as my Genting trip with my poly dear frens...hehe... wee..Yana gonna eat bugs!!! *grins*

baby baby baby...

2006-03-23T18:50:00.000-08:00

okie after a long day at work...this cutie keeps me happy and laughing again...

my trusty manager's notebook! a must have!

help me...im stressed out

2006-03-21T10:00:00.000-08:00

oh man...been quite some time since i last blogged. gosh..im really tired everyday....and i miss my dear whenever he's not by my side. sigh...it feels wierd just not being with him. it feels so empty without a hand to hold and guide me. i feel so lost. gosh, im wickedly irritating him each day and so does he. cant help it. im getting sensitive. i guess its the time of the year when the relationship gets bleargh and urgh and ishk..haiz im talking jibberish..ok talk to u soon.

p/s: i still love u dear....
pp/s: mosquito bit me on my feet sole!!! freaking itchy!!! help!!!!

arghhh..so many things to learn!!

2006-03-05T10:11:00.000-08:00

anyways, met up with Tasha last week. missed having my bestie around and to chill with..sigh..anyways, met her at westmall and we went to MOS burger to get a bite. yummy...i got my prezzie too!!

yummy ichigo bliss..really blissful

yummy milk iced tea

not so yummy fries coz soggy liao..hmmph

my prezzie

thanks to my bestie

and not forgetting her darling..lolx..he didnt know wat the present was! hahaha funny

then up next, me and dearie went shopping coz its our off day!! woohoo..so happy...got dearie's black pillow cases and doggy bank. i got my book, contacts, my elephanie bank, victorian necklace, nice tops and a flower from dearie~

and to top it off, we bought Ben&Jerry's ice cream to pamper ourselves!! blissful~

ouh we caught Underworld Evolution 2..damn nice and before that went to Far East and got myself this cool pants..thanks to dearie...woohoo!! nice!

love you dearie!!

so far so good..went to start my first day of Manager last wednesday at Bugis. its so darn big and so many things to learn. had a few cock ups at first when opening and closing the store. damn..i nd to read up more and pick up things as fast as i can. coz next week is my first week to go solo...~! God help me..lolx..ok very tired now...will talk more abt my outlet and other stuff soon...

my thoughts before going to bed: i freakin love you dear...woohoo!! engagement on the way...lol

What sign would you be??

2006-02-27T19:51:00.000-08:00

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

goodbye scotts...hello bugis!!

2006-02-27T10:39:00.000-08:00

today marks the last day of me working at scotts pastamania as a service crew..wednesday is a new day for me at bugis pastamania..thanks to all my colleagues who made the working experience at scotts an enjoyable and a cool one. good luck to those having exams and waiting for results! woohoo..stay happy always my dearies!

anyways, on saturday we met up after work to catch Final Destination 3 and to chill with Patricia! her last day of work. sad..gonna be air stewardess eh? hehe..have a good life ahead babe!! u'll be missed!

here's some pics of us before and after the show. by the way, the movie was awesome!!! if u like gross entertainment, this is the show for u! enjoy!~

the gang or shld i say, the crew!

my 2 fav chefs..ah yip and don!

ok pat, u win liao. ur cheeks the chubbiest!

ah heng the shy chef..

jason the adik..

new crew, hui yuan!

old bird/chicken little/royston...

ok crazy poses girls...

ok nice one..

wee..close up..

Anna Sui anyone?

2006-02-22T20:08:00.000-08:00

hehe..i bought Cleo from Kinokuniya and was asked to come back after 17th feb to redeem the free gift. guess what was inside? woohoo!!

Anna Sui's nail polish [its scented too!!]

and i got an invite to Cleo's Bachelor's Party at MOS..woohoo admits 2~ anyone interested? sexy hunks!! and lots more..free drinks too..*winks winks*

anyways good news..im assigned to Bugis Pastamania! hahaha thanks man! busy outlet!!! i'll try my best...*wish wish*

ok gtg now..cant wait for pay day! i wanna eat Seoul Garden!!!!!

Happy Birthday To Me...

2006-02-20T21:18:00.000-08:00

Wee the day has finally come! im 20!! hehe..nothing much happened coz im broke and is dearie.. but im celebrating it end of the month...i'll update and confirm again when the event and venue will be...its either a beach party or clubbing session with u all k?
To those who has sent me bday wishes thru sms and email or msn, i thank thee for remembering! many happiness to you all~

i got an early bday present from Fara..thank u sweetie...i'll see you soon k? and inform me when the little one arrives!!

then at work, Nisa gave me this cute gift..thank you babe!!

ouh earlier in the day, me and dearie woke up real early to go for the Singapore Idol audition.. sheesh...freaking slowww....i waited til 4pm..can u imagine from 9 to 4pm??!!! sheesh..anyway i went to work and left dearie there. then while working the good news came! Dearie got into Singapore IDol!!!! way to go dear....muacks! watch out for Rosz Wong on tv!! hehe..

after work i went over to dearie's place..told me he was sick, so i rushed home..only to find him playing game and this was what he did in his room...

and no cake, so dearie made me peanut butter and jelly sandwiches..

more photos on my birthday...thanks for the ice cream jon!! lolx..

more pics..view this link...
http://hidayana.multiply.com/

Happy Valentine's Day

2006-02-15T22:11:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day just passed and you could see girls trotting around with gifts and flowers and balloons or so much more..does the value of your gifts really matter or quantity? after giving those gifts to your loved ones, do they know the message that you are trying to convey to them? As for me, this letter got my heart melted and feel deeply in love all over again...

and on top of that, dearie got me my fav oreo cheesecake!

oh and myself? i did something myself for dearie...

i love my dearie to bits~

we chilled at the chopsticks till late and took crazy pictures..lolx..anyways i hope everyone had a good vday too! i did... *smiles*

my fairytale...

2006-02-05T11:13:00.000-08:00

i went to highlight my hair on friday...im soo disappointed coz its too "minah-ish"!! haha no offense to minahs, but i dont wish to look like them...coz i get the stares after my hair is done. especially from those so-called gangsters or wannabes.sheesh.. To Tasha..ok no more neighborhood stuff...haha coz we sure wont get what we want...anyway, i'll juz wait for my hair to grow or something..dearie likes it, so i'll stay with it for the time being...hehe..anything for my dear...after that i went off to town.

first stop..went to dearie's workplace to pass to him his grey t-shirt. but as i entered the shop, i saw melvin holding a penknife to my dearie!! arghhh...haha...

after that we defeated melvin and made him take a picture of us..lol..

and take somemore pics...

and more pics...

but dearie shot him in the end, coz he took bad pictures..

but melvin died peacefully coz he has the rabbit back in his hand...

after all that, i head down to far east to meet the rest of the gang..first i told elaine what had happened...

then, i told the rest...

then pam started laughing or crying..i cant tell..hmm...

and christy said.."oh well, we'll sure gonna miss him"..and anis is yesh, u guessed it, STILL in SHOCKED!

as we were taking more pictures, dearie appeared..find him in the pic..winner gets a lollipop!

while waiting for dinner, fara received a msg from someone that something big is gonna happen the next second...

we waited and waited..but to no avail..and elaine got tired and hungry of waiting..

BOMB!! and dearie turned to look...u wont believe wat happened!

something big did happen! and it broke the damn chair!! it has to be big! but we didnt see anything!!? hmmph...

on second look, it was nothing more but a baby..a damn cute one in fact!

is it ours dear? hmm i guess not..well lets take pictures anyway..

smile again michealangelo...

on saturday, the music began!

DJ Marky in action..scratch them records away~

then dearie got really sick..and we had to go home..

i woke up a little late and dearie left for work..so i took more pictures and test my camera..
dearie's graffiti..no biting please!

my new hair highlights..damn i look like minah!

wat a nice weather outside..

this was a note i left for dearie a few weeks back..hehe..

met up with dearie after our work was done..

got new slippers from Goodness...i loike...

then dearie sent me a message thru photos...can u guess it?

then we missed the train...again..lolx

*muacks*its ok dear..we'll wait for another one..

*THE END*

Thank my lucky stars for me will you?

2006-02-02T11:54:00.000-08:00

my new found happiness[freaking 5.2mgp!!haaa..dreamy..so thankful!!]

my new digicam on the roll~

dear's new haircut[i loike!!hotness!!]

patricia[new manager..pardon my oilyness..juz finish work~]
*postman pat postman pat postman pat and his black and white cat..lalala*

me and my bestie[presenting my new haircut!!]

sherri and me[hehe..inside joke..im still laughing..]

the gang..dearie, anis, jon & fara

the gang part2

dearie & jon

freddie[dear's old friend and ex-roommates] & dearie

my one and only love

The Keys To Your Heart

2006-02-02T11:49:00.000-08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Chinese New Year Updates

2006-02-02T10:55:00.000-08:00

wee..Happy Chinese New Year to all chinese yoOO!
hehe..my CNY is spent with dearie..went for reunion dinner at his popo house...delicious food and one big lovely family and a sweet popo..hehe..hmm abeh kalau wedding plans semua dah kluar? haha..nah we'll take things slow..

on CNY eve, me and dearie went to town to get ourselves new year clothes..haha and dearie got his fav Vans shoes..limited shoe leh..fit him and only him somemore..haha dearie soo happy after getting it..i was freaking tired siah after shopping around.. imagine going city hall to bugis to orchard and back to city hall...sigh...leg exercise! ok after all the chaotic shopping[my clothes, dear's clothes, his shoe, his toys, cds, our socks, cd case, dear's watch,and bla bla] we went back to funan to have dinner at sakae sushi with his sister and bro-in-law. haha..very filling siah! but i waited for my chicken katsu don very long de..sighh...haha alls well.. everyone was happy and full..then head to cineleisure and watched Fearless with jon. very nice leh..i loike...its based on true story somemore..how cool can Jet Li get man? haha...should catch this movie peeps..worth your every penny..

ok..seems that dearie got a little famous last week coz his face was at xiaxue's blog. the so called famous blogger. haha..lolx..

hmm should i go for SIM or NIE? helpppp!!!

10 Signs He's in Love

2006-01-25T10:00:00.000-08:00

oh i found this from MSN.com...by ivillage...enjoy...
10 Signs He's in Love

10. You've forgotten your ex
More often than not, a breakup is followed by a significant amount of time spent thinking about your ex and wondering whether or not you made the right decision in going your separate ways. Depending on how long the two of you were together, these doubts can resurface again and again. Ever since you met this new one, however, the thought of getting back together with your ex is the furthest thing from your mind. Come to think of it, you barely recall what you found so great about her in the first place.

9. You can't stop thinking about her
Instead, you are consumed by thoughts of her. She just pops into your head for no apparent reason, and you wonder if she thinks of you half as much as you think of her. You wonder what she's up to and even consider calling her (but refrain from doing so for fear of looking overeager). But it gets worse. You're out with your friends and you see something in a shop window and think about how much she would like that particular item, or you notice a poster for a show that she would love, but normally wouldn't even have looked twice at it. If she's the last thing on your mind before you go to sleep and the first thing on your mind when you wake up -- and you've even dreamed of her on a couple of occasions -- then you don't really even need to read on to know if you're in love (but should anyway, just to be sure).

8. You care about her
There is a reason why you don't really want to know too much about the chick you had a one-night stand with: You don't love her. When you're in love with a woman, you want to know all about her: who she is, what she thinks, what makes her laugh. You truly care about her and her feelings. If you truly love a woman, you feel bad if she had a bad day or is upset about something. You don't try to cheer her up because you have to, but because you can't help it.

7. You find her quirks charming
The fact that she carries her passport with her everywhere she goes -- just in case -- and that, when she's eating, she can't help but construct every forkful so that it's the perfect blend of ingredients fills you with an inexplicable feeling of happiness. She does and says things that make her different, and you like it. You can't quite put your finger on why, but it doesn't even matter. You like her just the way she is.

6. You have great chemistry
You can't be in love with someone that you have no chemistry with. If you seem to always be on the same wavelength, and think in similar ways, that's a great sign. If you also generate enough heat to set off a five-alarm fire bell, then she is probably someone that you could fall in love with, if you aren't there already.

5. You don't notice other women as much
Did you see that gorgeous blonde that just walked by? What do you mean, "no"?!? Although you can't help noticing a beautiful woman when one walks by, when you're in love, some of them tend to slip under the radar, while others just pale in comparison to her. Furthermore, you don't seem to be flirting half as much as you used to. You are slowly realizing that she's often the only woman in the room that matters, and for some reason that suits you just fine.

4. You love spending time with her
This one is pretty obvious but important nonetheless. You look forward to seeing her, and don't care much about what the two of you will be doing. Lately, just going for a walk with her sounds like the best way you could possibly spend an evening. Furthermore, when you're not together, you miss her and wish you were spending time together.

3. You don't mind compromising sometimes
There was a time when it was your way or the highway, but with her it's different. Not that she asks you to, but you don't mind missing a night out with the guys to be with her. And you find yourself trying to incorporate her into your plans or altering them to accommodate her. You also find yourself not putting up a fight when she wants to go to Shakespeare in the Park. Although your friends find this very amusing, you know that deep down, they wish that they had found a love like yours.

2. Other priorities take a back seat
You used to train religiously, but lately, if she's free for dinner, you don't mind missing a workout. Not only that, but your workaholic tendency of bringing home your work on weekends to get ahead seems a bit excessive to you as of late. Your ever-important "to do" list seems quite stagnant these days, as being with her always manages to render your other plans and obligations obsolete. What was it that you absolutely had to do by four o'clock again?

1. You start thinking about the future and she's in it
It used to be that the future with a woman meant your date on Saturday night, but with this woman, the future seems infinite. Not only do you plan to see her this weekend, but you want to see her a year from now as well. When planning your next vacation, you know you want to spend it with her, and not a random beach bunny you happen to meet while you're there. And when you get an invitation to a wedding that takes place three months from now, you ask her to be your date without thinking that it's too far away to tell if you'll still be together.

She's the one
If you are currently dating a woman that makes you act in any of the ways mentioned above, then you, my friend, are seriously falling for her. It's time to put away the little black book for a while and enjoy the ride.

my thoughts: Dearie, you got all the signs?? haha...just kidding...i love you with all my heart nonetheless...

ok today marks the 1st Year Anniversary for me and my dear, Roszaimi... its been a wonderful journey with you dear so far. i do not know wat the future brings, but im thankful that i got to know you my dearie...i thank you for loving me and making me feel loved. you're one special guy and i hope u remember that.no matter what, u're still my most beloved dear...*hugs*

Happy Birthday People~

2006-01-24T19:54:00.000-08:00

wow the past week has been filled with birthdays! Happy Birthday to you peeps~

highlights of the week? Zaid's birthday chalet...thats the bomb for the month of january!! this get together was filled with fun, laughter, love, drunks, a little stupidity[that comes along with the drunkard-ness..haha inside joke!], sweet memories, and cool new people and closer friendships. me and dearie enjoyed ourselves to the core...Pictionary!! haha...rollercoaster??!!bondage?doggy-style? lolx..sad face?[wen wan looks happy, he is actually sad tau..remember that] hahaha...

oh and Aloha Changi Chalet is a f.u.c.k.i.n.g big chalet!! imagine 2 floors, with 5 rooms[inclusive of a bathroom in each room], a f.u.c.k.i.n.g big kitchen and more rooms!! sheesh...another round of chalet kapa?pictionary? haha...amacam min? yours and mine is coming!! hahaha...wah liew but before i even reached the place, i and dearie got lost! hahaha so far!! anyways all was good after that... hehe...

now i know how it feels to be fucking high! and a drunk. hehe can i see the video bro?? hahaha lol. in the meantime, feast urself on the pics...

the guardian of the chalet...hehe got spooked by the big-o-chalet

dearie and birthday boy

me and birthday boy

dearie and me..haha lost our way there

food was good..yummy

erm dearie wit his fascination for rubbish bins! haha jk

wee~ cut cake

haha step my birthday onli..dearie took this pic..hmmph...

happy friends...with happy birthday boy

match made in Heaven..aww

haha confusionism..

wats left of us plus Pictionary..hehe

hehe good game peeps..

Happy Birthday to Shan...though i couldnt make it to the party, im sure all was good..hehe poor dearie...exhausted after helping out...

drum and bass in my ears

2006-01-18T10:18:00.000-08:00

issue1: let me get this straight. suicide isnt a joke, or laughing matter. it isnt a thought you think of within one day, nor is it a trend. if you think u are on the verge of something else, i urge you to look for someone to talk to. more preferably a professional. if its just a joke to wake up the people around you, it aint funny. there are people around you who are concern about you, and i hope you appreciate that.

issue2: Long ago in a small, far away village, there was place known as the House of 1000 Mirrors. A small, happy little dog learned of this place and decided to visit. When he arrived, he bounced happily up the stairs to the doorway of the house. He looked through the doorway with his ears lifted high and his tail wagging as fast as it could. To his great surprise, he found himself staring at 1000 other happy little dogs with their tails wagging just as fast as his. He smiled a great smile, and was answered with 1000 great smiles just as warm and friendly. As he left the House, he thought to himself, "This is a wonderful place. I will come back and visit it often." In this same village, another little dog, who was not quite as happy as the first one, decided to visit the house. He slowly climbed the stairs and hung his head low as he looked into the door. When he saw the 1000 unfriendly looking dogs staring back at him, he growled at them and was horrified to see 1000 little dogs growling back at him. As he left, he thought to himself, "That is a horrible place, and I will never go back there again." All the faces in the world are mirrors. What kind of reflections do you see in the faces of the people you meet?

dum dee dum dee dum...

2006-01-17T08:55:00.000-08:00

firstly, i wanna wish my bro Zaid, Happy birthday man!! haha...one yearsh old eh? hahaha... My wish for you is, to be happy and feel loved by ur princess poop...lol...enjoy your birthday bro~

next, Imah...ur birthday coming!! when wanna go out??!! im waiting for you babes to reply soon..! hehe

note to myself: 8 days to 1 yr Anniversary & 23 days to 20th Birthday!! woohoo

i cant wait for my holiday! feel like going backpacking...but also feel like relaxing or juz chilling around also like a spa...lolx...Thailand anyone?

anyway i checked out jeremy's bloggy...haha funny shit...will link your site up soon...

ouh...i wanna find a room to rent...feel like living alone...i'll see what i can do upon graduation or so. i wish to get a room or house and share it with my gal frens or darling if he wants...

ok im currently reading this book, "Lisa, bright and dark" very intriguing...i loike...something new compared to all the romantic books that i've been reading all along. and i borrowed To Kill A Mockingbird, was reading it halfway in the library then i felt thirsty. i'll share it with u once i finished reading. :D *peace*

ok very sleepy now...will catch up with my sleep now...*shouts* wait for MEEee!! haha okok lame...Nitez..zZZZZzz

my thoughts: i love you dear...muacks...(though he never reads this bloggy...ahah! lolx)

calmer than yesterday...ummm...(meditate)

2006-01-16T08:55:00.000-08:00

ouh i have to promote this product to u girls out there. if u babes have dry or frizzy hair like mine, which is a little dry at the end or gets stubborn hair wen its dry after shampooing, then Pantene Pro V, leave on moisturizer is for ya...hehe it really works..my hair feels so smooth and soft, i cant help but touch it all the time...lolx..loOOveE me hair!!thanks pantene!!! hehe..ouh and watsons selling the 50ml ones...so its easier to bring along with ya for travels or emergencies. if ya know wat i mean....hehehe...

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and im slowly learning how to read the music notes and play keyboard, thanks to my new creative prodikeys pc-midi~! woohoo~

ok i feel a hell lot calmer now than yesterday...listening to Missy Higgins songs...quite nice... hmm...and one more thing helps me to calm down...my darling...hehe...thanks for talking to me sayang..i love you deep deep...muacks..!

my thoughts:
your face, holds our endless dreams
your eyes, the kindest i've ever seen
your lips, whispering all the sweet things
your hands, gentle and never hurting

bummer times 3

2006-01-15T09:02:00.000-08:00

ok my current mood is really sucky...feel like my life gonna end pretty soon...shit shit shit...i feel like giving up...there's no such thing as start anew coz there isnt time for any. fuck it.

anyways, had a great weekend with my frens this week. at least it gets my mind off from all this shits. thursday went to meet fana after school to watch movie. wanted to catch In Her Shoes, but ended up with Elizabethtown instead. sweet but not my kind of movie. then before that we went to Far East to find out rebonding prices. at first i really wanted to do it. but after looking at all the prices, i changed my mind. yesh im fickleminded. after that we went to eat at there, fuck that place man. aint gonna eat at the place liao. stupid service. to fana: we should have just left that place without paying man. not worth paying for that kind of treatment.

after that met up with dearie and we made our way to watch movie. Heirloom. Another stoopid movie. psychological shit and not my kind of movie. sighh..

on friday, met up with elaine after school to catch In Her Shoes with jessica too. kinda last minute plan. the movie was great! i really loike! fantabulous!! woopee!! the girls like it too. after the movie, we went to far east and shop around. i spent like shit siah. and believe me, it wasnt a retail therapy coz i feel a little shitty after that. im so dead. argh..hate myself for being sooo sooo iiresponsible. anyway i had a great time with you girls lah...elaine is such a joker, and jessica a sweetheart and christy...a clown. haha...funny lah u all...thanks for making my day that day babes...

on sat, me, dearie, elaine and mel went to eat at BK eating house, the one near Home club. was craving for the chicken chop noodle but the shop was closed. after that elaine went to meet the rest at Home club while me dearie and mel went to One club at Fullerton. met up with tasha and zaid, wan and amin. sorry bout the little kecohness bro...but im sure u guys had a great time after that with mr merlion...hehehe lol..

on sunday, me stayed over dearie's place and when dearie went to work, i slept a little longer. wen i finally woke up, i cleaned up his room and made my way to jurong point to join my bestie for a bowl of tom yam. bummed into hairul n aliff on my way back.

oh man...i need opinions right now. should i see a counselor? i mean, im really bummmed out about my life choices. oh man....shitty shit shit.

eyebrow trimming session

2006-01-05T09:57:00.000-08:00

wednesday was my off day...spent the time at home for the rest of the afternoon. then went to town to drop by my workplace for a while. after that i remembered there is this Make Up For Ever studio at first level, which has eyebrow trimming service. so i went there and looked at the price; quite reasonable, so i went ahead to trim them. haha...not bad ah...a little painful at first. but alls well after...after that i went to FoodRepublic to eat...was freaking hungry siah. never eat the whole day and it was already 8plus. so still got another hour before dearie knocked off, so bought myself a mee soto...sigh...not hot enough ah...sorry i got indonesian and malay and arab blood in me...i need hot stuff! so anyway, while i was happily eating...enjoying the scenery and taking in all the theme of the food stall, Hairie called me lah...guess wat he said? "makan mee soto sorang ke?!!" haha i turned around and he was sitting behind me...toopid..nv say hi...lolx

after eating, meet up with dearie and went to Youth Park to eat[again] supper...i already eaten so i bought sambal stingray...it was very nice...after that i started to stone lah on the table...if im full plus tired equals to dreamy state. lolx.

hmm..my 1st anniversary is coming...i dunno wat to do...lolx.wat to buy??!! haha i feel like goin for holiday...but see how ah...ok its 2am and guess wat? i have a mystery caller...called but never talk one...and im still blogging. and tml i have 8am class...and im still here...and im not in bed...and and and i miss my dear...and and no more and...haha that was a crappy paragraph. pardon my crappiness for IT HAS BEGUN....!!

ok good nite stars...good nite moon...good nite God...and thanks fer sending ma angel.... :)

isnt that the sweetest thing?

2006-01-03T08:55:00.000-08:00

im so touched by all the words and thoughts that my friends and loved ones gave me today. izyan for her greeting card..gosh..we will meet up often k? :) and my dear, those words are the sweetest thing anyone had ever said to me...and i love you!

notice i dont have any new year resolution this year? hehe...coz if i start with : be punctual, exercise more, eat more, or work more...i'll end up not doin them. so might as well i juz drop all the crap and try to do things as it is. its not that im lazy, juz that i dont want to be bound by these rules. i'll end up not following them. so the only thing i need to remember is not to make anyone angry. lolx. e.g: if u late to meet bf? he will be angry rite? so dont late lah. if u late for skool, erm, teacher angry. if u late for work, manager and colleagues angry, so main thing is, not to make anyone angry k? hehe..yesh yana will try her best. me not perfect too k?

ouh and i wanna be a teacher......lolx......

ok here's a list of wat i did yesterday...monday...2nd day of january.
stayed at dearie's place till late...watched Anchorman for the 100th time haha...then went to rest in his room...then dearie brought his baby nephew in so i can play with the baby...gosh...he is so adorable...getting more handsome now. then after teasing the baby, he got agitated. so i carried him and rock him til he fell asleep...hehe the mommy playing PS lah...then in the afternoon, baby azril woke up again and i baby sit him coz the mom went to buy something. haha and guess wat? the baby fell asleep again in my arms! lolx....i bore him is it?? hahaha...calming position i guess. lolx...

then at night, me and dearie went to Lot1 to shop. actually main intention was to buy my long awaited Tuna Ciabatte from delifrance. shucks...i hate that outlet after showing me what kind of service they gave me. after that went to Yellow to get my ear lotion and some new studs. then went to laser flair and bought vcds..dearie bought his Ghost in shell dvd. lolx japanese anime maniac...cute.. then went to NTUC and shop for groceries. that was a fun trip....when we got home, we eat and watch somemore dvds. but i fell asleep after that. lolx.

my thoughts: i think i have found my soulmate....im contented.

Happy New Year Everyone!!! 2006!!! woohoo~

2005-12-31T18:59:00.000-08:00

oh gosh so many things happened during my one week term break! spent the whole week with ross, buying christmas presents and birthday gifts for his colleagues and our bro respectively. hehe...

Bro Dan's birthday!! on tuesday
Happy erm [shall not say the numbers k? hehe] birthday Dan!! that was really a cool party...the food was awesome and we're all glad u had a great time! haha almost everyone from 987fm came down...so cool..hahaha and fiq and sly also, and others that im not familiar with...haha and i cannot forget how everyone tried to push u down the pool lah bro...jaime too...lolx..and we succeeded!! me and jessica went around offering choco fondues to everyone...lolx...sly doesnt eat chocolates??!!! haha wasted man, that was like the nicest delicacies EVA! then after that the guys got really red and drunk! so chilled by the pool and laughing at people. to bro Mel, forget the past and look forward to the future k? im sure u'll find someone who will love you with all their heart and soul..like me and rosz! after that jaime gave us 7 packets of leftover buffet food! good food...went home and ate somemore lor..wat else...hehehe [yummy beef sirloin!!!!] but the lasagne was a hot fav. ouh and dan went around carrying champange!!! sheesh...but it was fun.. me and dearie are really happy that bro Dan found jaime. sweet couple...love you both!! :D

shopping on fri!!
wee~ actually didnt shop much ah. went arnd bugis to find my fav jeans, but still doesnt have my size...fatty me. then went to seiyu to say hi to shikeen...my ex colleague of hush puppies. hehe...then saw Foz kids having sale and bought 2 tops for Fara's daughter. cant help, the top looks really cute...
then meet up with Tasha and gang..lolx...went to eat dinner at the coffeeshop across the street. so nice...prawn noodle for me and tasha and ronnie. to ronnie: who say prawn mee cannot be mee pok? see! nice right? kekekz lolx bro Zaid eat chicken rice again...hahaha funny ah, no cockroach inside...and he wants one. sheesh. really have den u noe...
after that went to bugis walk walkand buy neccessities for dearie...and i had my upper ear pierced. loving it man!!! hehe...addicted liao..to dearie: can i do my naval now? hahahaha...kidding....
after that went to far east to get dearie's adidas campus shoes...his fav shoe!! hehe he so happy to get it...muacks!!

New Year Eve on sat
haha spent my countdown scrubbing the floor....lolx...had spring cleaning and i tell u scrubbing the flooor sucksss...but it was fun coz got janice..my joker manager..lolx...i finished my spring cleaning around 130am. and dearie booked a cabby for me to Dan's place at 2am. so i went off early thanks to janice. :D the guys had boozing session at Dan's place...while i snack on munchies and chips. hehe...nice...kit kat wine tastes funny..but nice..lol

tribute: 2005 has been a wonderful year for me coz i met Rosz...my guy...he's been such a sweetheart and i never tot anyone could love me that way.thank you for showing me the love that i tot i had lost. really treasured the moments i had with u! ouh...my 1st year anniversary is coming...im soo happy that we made it this far...and i love you for who you are dear...love u to the moon and back dear!!! muackss!!

well, 2005 wouldnt be the as fantabulous as i said it was without my darling Natasha!!! muacks to you!! thank you for guiding me and loving me...u are my bestie and it sure feels like you are my very own sister! hehe...those crazy nights out and bonding sessions was really great. you are my confidante and my psychedelic twin sister n bestie!! hehehe...thanks for being there for me and if u ever need me, juz call ma name, and and i'll be there. *winks* muackks!! love ya to the sun and back!! hehehe

and to all my frens...Happy New Year to you...good luck in ur future endevours!!! muacks!!

gossip ALERT!

2005-12-18T23:41:00.000-08:00

ok fellow gossipers...feast urself on this website : www.pinkisthenewblog.com and many other link of my surf link page...enjoy... photobloggers might wanna check out the rion.nu site and tenyearsofmylife site. *peace* im out!! *poof*

Lazy Sunday

2005-12-18T21:51:00.000-08:00

spent my sunday resting at home...playing games, watching tv, eating, eating, sleeping, chatting online, blogging....wat a freaking lazy me on a lazy sunday!

ok dearie tasha will be back today! wee...just got her message, she freaking tired after the whole trip from KL. haha me and dearie supposedly to be goin for the KL trip also, but i had to pass coz of some stupid reason...miss my bestie very much...so many things to tell her...hehe...

then at night, me and mom and dad went to guilin park to chill...hehe...we bought ice-creams and drinks and twisties before heading there...so nice...we talked abt old times...and mommy was explaning to us about this show she watched earlier today...wah liew...so long siah her story...hahaha...full of expression somemore...then they talk abt me, and how fair i was when i was born[ppl tot my dad's a chinese...lolx...], with no hair and no eyebrow[freak!]!!! oh my god...haha...not enuf hair on me...but look how i turned out now...darker and hairer!!! lolx...

and i found out my bro can actually talk proper by the time he's 2years old. not even a slightest baby talk by that age. coz my dad was in a cab with him and they passed by my primary school, and my bro shouted to him, "thats sis's school!![in malay]", and the taxi driver was shocked. haha i also realised i can talk to him easily when he was a baby...so cute. and he's one fatty baby, cute yet notie!! haha...but i still love him..we still fight...[thats our job! haha]

wanna see his pic?hehe..thats my mercedes by the way...lolx

and i just finished reading The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks...remember there's a movie of it also? [ok i nv get to watched it...] but the book, left me full of tears...its such a sweet, romantic, almost realistic story....its the kind of story that you've dreamt of...that you wished it could happen to you...its a good book, and i bet the movie is as good too...ratings? 5/5~ haha..love it!!

Happy Birthday Christy!!

2005-12-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

Saturday
Its christy's birthday today!! eh no, Sunday, but we celerating it on saturday night at Home Club...and its 7pm and im still doing the birthday card...hehe...who says making a birthday card is easier than picking out gifts?!!

here's a view of her card...spent an hour doing it man...haha...

ok so by 9pm, i finally got out of my house...then head to taka to find my bro's birthday gift! gosh 2 birthdays in a row...was supposed to meet up with elaine, pam and the rest, but cant seem to get thru them...so waited for rosz dearie to finish his work...at 1030pm, we rendevous at heeren hmv...lolx...then went gift hunting and found a cute perfect gift for christy and my bro...cute... even bought one for myself...nice~

after that aloy joined us and we meet up with the rest at borders. gosh, i tell you the journey from heeren to wheelock takes us about 20 minutes! no, make it 30..so many people!! i feel like flying above them! lolx...christmas season, shopping season!

okie after that we all made our way to Home Club...had dinner at the nearby coffeeshop, coz i was freaking hungry...had yummy chicken chop noodles...fuyoo...starving!
then after the nice supper, went to Home club and partied.

hehe...fara and anis did a cute bdae cake for christy, but when gathering outside to cut the cake, pam and one of her fren came with the real cake and a gift! haha and sweet christy was all excited and was jumping with joy! lolx..cute lah she...and my card was her first bdae card ever...haha so honoured! and she's truly happy when blowing out the candles~

Happy 19th Birthday Christy!! may all your wishes come true!
And not forgetting my lil bro...HAppy 14th birthday to you too!! be a good boy k? dont bully jie jie liao...haha...nah..dont worry he's the coolest brother ever! and the only one in fact...lolx..

so at 12am plus, we partied at home club...haha indie music man...lolx...but everyone had a great time...

ouh met jason and his gf for the first time...hehe jessica if im not mistaken...sweet and nice girl... she's actually 1 year younger than me...hehe we had a few chats before leaving home...hehe hope to see you arnd soon girl...and yesh, its nice meeting you!! :D *peace*

at 2am, we went home...miss dearie now...sigh...love you dear...

Cool...week....muachos!!

2005-12-12T09:43:00.000-08:00

ok highlights of the week?...

monday chilled at dearie's place....then went to beach road to find my bro's pop tart cap, but cant find. then went to eat there...fuyoo...missed them sugar cane juice with lemon and the mee kuah!! hehe..yum yum finally get to eat them! dearie had his usual chicken rice! hehe...after that me went to work...then dearie went...home i think....love spending time with him...he makes me feel loved!! haaa.....dreammmyyzzz...

Ladies Night at Zouk!

ok..dun scold me..wasnt planned on goin actually...but its all last minute...melvin picked me and dearie and jon up at liat towers and made our way to zouk. then met up with the rest of dearie's colleagues at zouk. erm..cant remember their names. sorry..but wen we got there, it was freaking full til there was no more tickets. then while planning where to go next, dearie found a blazer lah!! haha just for me..my size somemore...lolx..and guess wat? while we were outside of zouk, ready to go to someplace else, it started pouring lah! haha..so no choice, the management allowed us to enter zouk. and boy did we had a great laugh wen we partied. its mambo jumbo nite!! every word to the songs played is being choreographed!!! hahahaha.....oh man.....bummed into a few peeps like khairul [mr president of SIT] and aliff [exco senior of SIT] haha...it was his birthday so gave him a big hug!! Happy birthday bro!! finally 20 huh? lolx...
at the last haf an hour, we managed to enter future...hehe had a few dance on the floor...so nice...
after that it was time to go home.

Junglist @ DXO
met up with darling izyan if im not mistaken...had coffee at starbucks and chilled there til late afternoon...poor izyan...forgotten to buy tix in advanced....so we rushed up to see the available slots...hmm...chill k sis? hope everything's fine after that...should hang out often aight? hehe..
after that went to meet dearie at his workplace. hehe then went to study at library...then tot of goin home, but went to walk arnd town...and finally decided to follow dearie to DXO. got DnB event there...and since i knew someone there, i got in free!! plus the rest of my frens and dearie...jon and elaine and fara and anis. they had a great time and i had a cool time chilling there looking at those junglist and fooling around with spray cans. lolx thanks wan!!! :D

Sports Championship
gosh, was late for the damn thingy...but luckily made it on time to play....hmm...game started at 9am...and ended at arnd 3pm....everyone played well...cheers~ to Nil 2!! we had 5 games to play, which we won 3, draw 1 and lost 1....sigh...but we had a great time! right peeps? hehe....and im sun burned!!! and got a little sick after that...finals was postponed to this coming wednesday!!! shit...wish me luck...*praypray*

after the match, went to Tasha's place coz we planning to party at momo...but wen i got there, i bathed and slept til kinda late. then change plans last minute to watch movie...haha but since it was a couple's date, i better not go...and dearie told me i can come along to go Home club, so i went....hehe...so nice....drum and bass!! getting the hook of it...so went to Home Club with mel and wendy and aloy...hehe then dearie left us to chill and drink, but me played card games and tumbling blocks with his colleagues! lolx...maciam at home liao...after that me tempted to dance, so went to the dance floor and dance to DnB...haha tangkap siol~ nice man....and bummed into tarquim, fara, jon, elaine, anis, and many others there...so cute...woohoo...and dearie was mc-ing with DMZ...if im not mistaken...hehe his idol! lolx...thumbs up to Mc Rossmalai!!! dearie, they love you!!! hehe...keep it up!

then on sunday, spent the whole day with dearie...nice....i think its time liao...for me to....sleep!! haha..ok thats all..will publish more soon...nightz...

I love my dear very much! thank you.

party!! love!! party!!

2005-12-05T09:47:00.000-08:00

wee~ had a great time with you girls!! Tasha and sherri...it was a boring saturday afternoon, so we came up with a plan to party! since most of us are bored and stressed up...and oh boy did we party! love you girls to bits!! hehe

went there at 9pm..got chopped![in the head! haha] then we went out to eat supper. went to this cool Thai Chilli Cafe. pretty cool place to eat supper. i had my long awaited Tom Yum Noodles. and bought chicken wings. tasha never eat coz she sick. *pats her head* [poor sweety...tummy problems] and sherri had tom yum soup with rice. we ate til full...my treat somemore! maner nak dapat yana belanja...hehe...but sweat it all out by dancing from 10pm onwards til 4am!! but we had some toilet breaks here and there. hehe...the i bought my first jug and tequilla shots! sherri: please lah it taste like salted water..waste me money...haha...must be contaminated with guys saliva when the girl walk arnd with it...lolx... then had one more tequilla shot and a few more drinks.

after the whole thing, dearie called me. he sounded kinda down...so had to apologise to the girls. and i went back with ross to his place...sigh...he was down with work...sometimes ppl have higher standards for you...but just give your best and they will see that you've tried dear...muacks...hope you feel better...

had the best night last week...spent the whole day with dearie...which was pretty cool...movie marathon : chicken little ["who we talking about?" hahaha...i LOVE the alien kid!! so cute!!! awww...] and harry potter [hot siah the kid..forgot the name...the one with goatee!! okk..sorry dear..]
then had the cats adventure. hehe saw a bunch of kittens running here and there. then me and dearie went to 7-11 to buy cat food but dont have, so bought milk instead. hehe...and while feeding them under the block, the kittens ran under my butt[i was squatting mah...]haha..then some hid under dearie's bag too...lolx...so adorable...we named each and everyone of the kitty...lolx.. i love the one with stripes...hehe...

to dearie: the journey was one of the peaceful trip i had this week...thanks dear... *winks*

well, im loving Rosz more everyday...so looking forward to our one year anniversary! hmm..2 more months to go..i love you dear *muacks* *hugs*....dreamyy....~

Quizez...thanks to fellow bloggers...

2005-12-01T18:54:00.000-08:00

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5 signs that you've met your perfect match

2005-11-24T10:31:00.000-08:00

5 signs that you've met your perfect match
By Amy Spencer

Wonder if this one's the one? Below, some telltale tip-offs you two are headed for happily-ever-after-plus, five clear-cut clues that spell bad news. First, the good news: You're headed toward happily ever after if…

1. You discover quirky things you have in common
It's one thing to discover you both like the new Coldplay album. It's another to discover your tastes or habits jibe in more surprising ways. "What confuses people is that they think they're a match because they have things in common that many people have in common, like favorite books or songs, so they're fooled into thinking they're on the same wavelength," says Sam R. Hamburg, Ph.D., author of Will Our Love Last? "The more uncommon and surprising your similarities are, the better." That was definitely the case for one Rochester, New York dater named Patrick McAvoy. "I have this weird habit of belting out what I'm doing in song, so when I started dating Bethany, one morning I started singing 'Here I am, in the shower...' to the tune of Jesus Christ Superstar," recalls the 29-year-old. "When she started singing back, making up more words to the same tune, I couldn't believe it! I knew it would work out." And it has—for three years so far.

2. Neither of you flinch when the future comes up
It's a new-couple nightmare: One of you blurts out something like, "Ooh, next summer we should go to Greece"—and then freezes, fearing the other person will think, "Next year? We don't even know if we'll make it to next month!" But if you and your date don't bat an eye -or better, smile and agree — you've successfully crossed a crucial divide. "It's a sign that you both feel stable in the relationship," says Sharyn Wolf, author of So You Want To Get Married: Guerilla Tactics For Turning A Date Into A Mate. So while we don't suggest making plans with your date for next Christmas, take careful notes on what happens if you do mention some
advance planning.

3. It's super-important that your friends like your new partner
You thought introducing your date to your parents was the ultimate test? On the contrary, introducing him or her to your friends is even more pivotal. That's because while you can't choose your family, you can choose your friends, so they reflect the person you've become over the years. So if you find yourself prepping your pals about someone you'd "really like them to meet," it's a sign you're seeing this relationship as more than just a fling. "When I introduced my girlfriend Yvi to my friends, I was completely nervous beforehand because we were from such different worlds—she was a Hispanic girl from Newark, and I was a banker from the Jersey
shore," says Dave Koczan-Santiago. "And truthfully, things didn't click right away. But when I realized how important it was to me that they all like each other, I knew the relationship was a bigger deal to me than I even thought it was. Now here we are, ten years later, happily married."

4. You think in "we" terms even when the going gets tough
Sooner or later, all couples start transitioning from "Hey, what are you doing saturday night?" to "Hey, what are we doing Saturday night?" Sure, that's good, but for a real gauge on your relationship, see how you react to these scenarios: If your date wants to leave a party early, do you happily offer to leave as a couple, rather than feeling annoyed or wanting to stay on your own? If your boss wants you to plan a business trip, do you wonder whether it fits with your sweetie's schedule? These are signs you're truly willing to merge lives, and it's all the more telling if you weren't into your date's "thing" to begin with. "I live in New York and could live my whole life without a car and be happy, but when my boyfriend said he wanted to bring his Chevy pickup with him when he moved here from Boston, of course I offered to help him find cheap insurance and parking," says Erin Brennan. "The interesting thing is that after driving it a few times and investing all the time in helping him, I found myself telling people about 'our' truck and really starting to understand why he loves it so much."

5. You constantly stumble across things you want to share
Most couples will exchange a few "thinking of you" phone calls or emails when they're apart. But if you can't walk down the street without tripping over some funny story to tell later or can't leave a store without thinking at least once, "Oh, my sweetie would love that…" then things are rosy indeed. Basically, it's a sign that while you may not realize you're thinking about your date, you are and just can't help it, explains Wolf.

Now, the bad news: You could be headed toward a dead end if…

1. You roll your eyes at each other during an argument
You say potato, your date says… well, even if he or she says it the same way, it's a given you're not going to see eye-to-eye on everything. And that's okay—your differences are what make things interesting! But while disagreeing is fine, it's bad news if one of you rolls your eyes at the other during the argument. "The reason you roll your eyes at someone is because the other person is saying something you think makes absolutely no sense to you and you don't respect what they're saying," says Hamburg. And since R-E-S-P-E-C-T is the cornerstone to any good
relationship, take any eye-rolling you or your mate does as a bad omen.

2. You can't handle the uncomfortable silences
Every date has its quiet lulls here and there when the dialogue runs dry, and if these moments don't faze you, congratulations for reaching that comfort level. But if you find yourself squirming in your seat, trying to come up with things to say, checking your cell phone hoping to find a voicemail, or going back to the same old topics ("Have you talked to your sister lately?") that could spell trouble, since it shows you're not really relaxed when you're around them. Take it from Jason Parker of Atlanta: "The whole time my date and I were eating dinner, we'd have moments of silence during which she kept checking her cell phone," he says. "Finally I asked
her if she was waiting for a call, and she said, 'No, I'm just checking the time.' As if that was any better!" Whether this gal was indeed nervous or just plain rude, either way Jason was relieved when their brief relationship was happily over.

3. Your dates are always chock-full of distractions
It's healthy for you and your love to fill your time together with fun activities and mutual friends—that is, as long as that's not all you do together. "It's not a good sign if the only things you're saying to each other are, 'Let's hang with friends, or let's do something like go to the ballgame or a movie,'" says Wolf. The reason: These things are buffers that help you avoid really getting to know each other, which may indicate that your one-on-one time ain't so thrilling. If an offer of " Tonight, let's just hang out together alone" doesn't sound exciting, ask yourself: Do
you really want to spend the rest of your life with this person?

4. You find yourself criticizing little things about each other
Everyone tends to be positive to each other on the first few dates, "but if the other person starts making critical comments like they don't like what you're wearing, that's not good," says Dr. Hamburg. Criticism, whether you realize it or not, is a way of pushing someone away—so if either of you are saying things that seem innocuous like, "That shirt looks weird" or "How can you stand living on this street?" you're tapping into a bigger problem. "As time passes, you should find yourself wanting to treat your partner as well as you did at the beginning of your relationship," says Bonnie Eaker Weil, Ph.D., a relationship expert in New York, NY. If not, consider this breakdown in polite behavior very bad news.

5. You only want to deal with each other when the chips are up
It's a red flag if the person you're with gives you the cold shoulder when you're not feeling hunky dory about something in your life. Happily-ever-after means loving — or at least liking — someone when life isn't so sweet. "I was seeing a guy who was usually wonderful, but when I would have a bad day and wanted to just talk to him or be near him, I'd call, and he wouldn't call back for days," says Rachel Harrison of Brooklyn, NY. "He just didn't seem to want to know the whole me, in good times and bad." And being able to weather the tough times — together — is definitely a quality that every good relationship needs.

Amy Spencer writes about relationships and lifestyle for magazines including Glamour, Cosmopolitan, Maxim and Real Simple. She looks forward to finding someone who fits more of the top five signs on this list than the ones on the bottom.

finally an update...lolx

2005-11-23T09:28:00.000-08:00

Carefree . . . Playful . . . Cheerful
You love a free and spontaneous life. And you attempt to enjoy it to the fullest, in accordance with the motto: "You only live once."
You are very curious and open about everything new; you thrive on change. Nothing is worse than when you feel tied down. You experience your environment as being versatile and always good for a surprise.

haha thanks to izyan's link...

ok didnt have time for blogging...busy with work and other stuff...anyway yesterday went to chill at dearie's place after school. then watched emily rose dvd late at night with his family all...such a peaceful time...bonding session with the in laws...lolx... then before that, his niece and nephew played games with me in his room...ish...play until dont let me eat dinner!! lolx..stuck to me like shadows...but they are so adorable! wished they were mine...

after watching dvd...went to sleep...woke up to a very cold morning...but dearie managed to keep me warm...sweet~

hmm...after that went to school...was late again...lolx..and worst, i forgot my timetable, so i waited for my classmates as i didnt noe which room i was in! sheesh...forgetful yana...
after school went home to take a nap and went to work at 5pm...quite a hectic day today...orders were being delayed and mixed up...i almost cried coz i did so many mistakes and everyone seems to be ordering me arnd...sigh...was lost for a moment there...

after work, dearie and family picked me up from work...so nice of them...felt like i really belonged there...thank my lucky stars....*wish wish*

to someone: i know life's hard and uncertain, but have faith in urself and watever that is to come...we'll meet again someday...have a good life ya...*peace*

ok line's dead............

2005-11-22T00:56:00.000-08:00

ok my line is dead. anything just msged or email me at nurhidayana@hotmail.com.
when i get my prepaid line or settled my line, i'll let you know. sigh...sad...

words to you...

2005-11-21T08:56:00.000-08:00

For heaven sent your touch is
Soft gentle hands of angels
Upon my heart you rip out
For your one word became
Two thousand daggers upon my soul
For once your words was gold
Has now become darren and cold
I've reached the very bottom of existance
My essence derailed from life's tracks
No black, no white, just pain
There's nothing here for when i look up
I see the light
and i climb.....................

3 hours of sleep!

2005-10-29T08:34:00.000-07:00

guess wat? yesterday met up with my dear Sotongs group! was freaking 11pm and met them up at amk...then eunice drive us to jalan kayu to eat!!! hehe..we had pratas and roti john and chicken satays....haha full lor...there were me, eunice[skinny seh], eunice bf[jintong], angie[hair long liao], felicia[turning to chinese liao you!], azlin[no more chubby cheeks]...after the yummy supper, we head to the car to proceed with our plans...but we dropped off jintong first before making our way to Changi! hehe...

when we finally got there, we were so shocked! they are so pretty siah! lolx...haha well, after a few rounds of the carpark and parking endlessly, we finally went to chngi beach where we had great laughs and airplane commercials[inside jokes] and confessions and updates and whatever we talked for the whole damn 5hours! haha...

ouh dun forget the cat name Tom! haha...got the name for it when we found it peeping at felicia's cubicle!!! lolx...haha damn funny...

missed you girls so much...and will treasure you all always...*muacks* haha...Sotongs man!!

raindrops keep falling on my head....lalala

2005-10-27T10:55:00.000-07:00

haha...been singing alot lately. it really helps to ease stress or worries. just try it! when someone pisses you off or irritate you, humm a little tune, upbeat and fast tunes if possible and you'll soon forget what was it that made you irritated or worried about. hehe...its all in the mind!

today went for setup at taka. 4 wagons..as usual, they sent in sooo many stuff! haha i was late as usual...setup at 12 but i came at 130pm! freaking tired..must be the late nights i had online! haha playing yahoo pool!!? well, by 3pm i was done with all the setup...but the rest of other brands were still packing away...gosh! everything there sale! cheap cheap bras, ladies!!! at taka talking hall, B1. 2 for 10bucks also have!! hehe...have fun shopping ladies!! ouh and robinsons having sale soon...watch out for red hot deals...

after im done, went to CP again...did some stock counting. at 6pm, tasha dropped by and helped me finish up the counting..haha thanks sweetie! after that we went to BK to buy Hershey's Sundae Pie!!!! yummy...was craving for it...and we ate it at bus stop! haha...no shame, never fast still eat in front of everyone...ish ish...bad2 girl. haha then made our way to tasha's place to get my baju raya!!! wee~ so happy..it looks way nicer now with the alteration! haha and its the same color as my dad lor...lolx...

ok..next geylang trip, me gonna buy mom's baju raya and her scarf. as for myself, i think im getting a clutch and pearl necklace to go with my attire. gonna rebond my hair and get it highlighted. wat else? hmm...if got nice shoes, i'll buy too...lolx

hmm...oh!! and i cant wait for the upcoming KL trip!!! woohoo~ so happy... and apparently, i have australia, new york and another KL trip after graduation!! lolx... hehe...gonna keep up with my wishlist! my dreams! haa~

dearie is feeling the same thing as i did...sigh...y do couples have doubts? is it coz the trust is gone?? help...

more nice pics:

9 months...can give birth liaoz

2005-10-26T11:44:00.000-07:00

nothing much happened today, went to work late coz i was damn tired from the stock take i had on 25th at suntec. but thanks to min for fetching me...really appreciate it!

went to centrepoint to settle the returns, only to find out that i cant do any returns just yet! so i had to leave my number with kim in the book, so she can call me up when she needs me. wow, wat a waste of time. sigh, then had to go back rafflescity to settle the returns there. but i forgot how to go back to the staff entrance, so i asked this guy from luggage department. funny, at the end of the day, i received a msg from him. he apparently took my number from the book which i wrote to kim and msged me. sigh...dearie almost blew up!

after settling RC's returns, i went back to CP to eat at the foodcourt, but to my dismay, it has already closed! so went to orchard emerald and bought chicken rice for dearie and myself. and since i not much money left to buy him anything, i bought his fav drink at cold storage, haha f&n blast![orange and mango..new flavor].

so went to taka and sat outside the open space there. waited for dearie to finish work and had our dinner. after that we went to meet up with jon and went back home. haha jon got a job! so happy for him.

haha nothing much happened on my 9th month anniversary...so sad...well..

sigh, hadnt been feeling like myself lately. felt like im not good enough for him, though he doesnt say anything to make me feel that way, but i just felt like im not good enough. maybe i think too much...need to spend time more with my friends, or alone. sheesh...anyway, if it doesnt work out, at least i know ive given my best.

and i also feel that if u lost interest in someone, you should tell him, coz its not nice to let him wonder and have high hopes that you actually do have feelings for him. coz in the end, we just want happiness for each other, even if it meant not being in the picture. if you are not into him, please let him know. and if she does say or show it, please move on sweetie, dont you want to be with someone who will love you wholeheartedly? then wat are u waiting for? move on and look for that someone...oh well, this goes to a friend of mine. hope they are reading this. [dont worry, not referring to those who are close to me]

oh i came upon this pic: i loike!!

Gathering!!

2005-10-22T10:56:00.000-07:00

brought to you by izyan...thanks babe!!

our stuffed crust & hawaiian

saliha & fara

one of my bestest girlfren back in sec sch days.

from left: hidayana, izyan, saliha

falisha & hidayana

farah & izyan

the reflection

some things never change...

md dzulhaimy

yana, izyan, saliha, aslyana

when night falls...

best night eva!love you girls to pieces!! *muacksszss*

just wasted my day away...

2005-10-18T11:16:00.000-07:00

oh man...i spent the whole day at home resting, had to cancel the plans to meet up with my poly mates to break fast, coz i had to go for a pastamania training at 7pm to 10pm! but when i got there, we were told that it was postponed! oh boy, that was the second time it happened. damn..i could have went to meet up with my poly friends! sigh...but one perk was that i get to meet the CEO of pastamania, Ben. gosh, he was the one who told us personally that the training was cancelled. and i even met 2 new friends from united square outlet...alex and nadia...haha well...

so after being informed, me and hui wen went to scotts to put our uniform in there. along the way, we drop by lucky plaza coz she wants to buy perfumes. we bought dinner at mac and went to scotts to eat them. hehe...hubert, janice and royston were working closing...so we had a chance to disturb them! lolx...

after that we went to far east, where i found a gorgeous mini skirt!!! damn the sales....and i bought myself one! wee~

at 945pm, met up with dearie to go home together...he was really tired...poor dearie...

Fasting Month

2005-10-16T22:39:00.000-07:00

wow! been a while since i last posted an entry.

well, to start off, its been 14days of fasting and so far so good. didnt really have the fasting atmosphere though. im actually looking forward to the last day of fasting. there'll be preparation at home. spring cleaning!! haha ouh and my hari raya clothes are ready, same type as tasha but diff color. so cool! but this year wont be much celebration, coz skool starts nov 7th. sigh...

i am gonna start writing down my goals, when school term starts....there's alot of things i wanna accomplish before i graduate...one of it is in academics and another in cca...i not sure if i can re-enter my volleyball cca or not...wish me luck....

today:
i was working today at pastamania, and stumbled upon a feedback form, from a customer last saturday. after reading the remarks, i was a little hurt and disappointed at the same time. here's wat it says: "ban malays customers or staff from pastamania coz they are fucking cheap and poor"
i was stunned! but the only malays at my store are, jeremy and me. and i wasnt even working on that day that it was written. gosh, such rascism still do exists among our society...hope this customer doesnt come to my store often.

wee...having a gathering with my darlings....soo excited and cant wait to meet you girls... *hugs*

i dont wanna be anything other than me....

2005-09-30T11:48:00.000-07:00

yeah been listening to lots of new songs lately...love them all...

ok here's what happened to me the past few days...
wed i wasnt working so i chilled and rest at home after the tiresome but enjoyable chalet...in the after noon, went to town to meet up with dearie after work..while waiting for dearie, i went to the library to do some reading up...then while browsing along the aisle, an elderly man came up to me and kept smiling at me...sheesh....

oh and i was sleeping in the bus to town, when suddenly this loud voice screamed at my ear...i turned slightly only to see 2 mats trying to seek attention...not sure from whom though, but it was freaking rude lor...i could practically feel my ear drums exploded!! meh li mau(rude)...

on thursday, i got freaking tired...so ended up sleeping til it was 2 to 3pm...gosh, so weird...then in the afternoon, went to Guna's place coz dearie wanted to do a run through of whats gonna happen on 1st Oct...
ATTENTION2: Home Club is having a Permutation event...feat dj castro(guna) and my dearie...mc rossmalai!!! hehe...and a whole lot of other people..come down to Home club on 1st Oct to xperiance the coolest event!!

after the little jamming session, we headed to Momo club for 987fm's Flaunt Show....thanks to dan, we got invites....i enjoyed Electrico's performance and simply love the show....had lots of good laughs...DAn dressed as mr pimp in the 7o's, justin as black eyed peas member, mark richmond even look more gorgeous than johnny depp himself!!! and our dear shan, dressed as jack white, but most mistook him for willy wonka! haha...but it was all so cool...applause for the great show!!!

before the event..someone asked dearie so who he came with, but he just kept quiet...wonder what's that about...well...sigh...watever....

on friday, met up with my darling-ness Princess Natasha....haha....was suppose to meet her early, but i got ready a little late, so she came by my place to wait...hehe sorry!! *sheepish smile*

after that accompanied her to creative building to fix zaid's mp3....after that we went to eat at kfc and went to her place....hehe...had a bonding session with me and her and her mommy....so cute...

after that it was time for me to go work....

Pastamania Chalet @ Downtown East

2005-09-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!im back from my store chalet!! and im feeling rather sleepy while typing this entry...

on tuesday, upon reaching downtown east, me, royston, janice , huiwen and william went to play volleyball while the rest played pool. at 7pm we gathered back at the chalet to start our bbq session...we had chicken, prawns, stink-ray(haha), sotongs, otak2, satay and hotdog...and...banana chocolate with marshmallows!!! hehe...yummy..

after eating, me, wilston, ahmad, qiu yue, royston, weiwen and hubert went to play soccer monkey...hehehe so fun...after that we all went back to the chalet and played card games... at about midnight, don and andrew and ah yip came down and we had a second round of bbq....gosh...big eaters!!

after everybody was full, we played number games and loser had to drink the tequilla or magarita or jack daniels...haha i didnt drink though, i passed it to hubert! haha...phew!

then in the wee hours of the morning, we played heart attack and murderer~ everyone had a great time and was laughing like hell...haha...after that everyone went to dreamland...for 2 to 4 hours...zzZZZzzz

in the morning, we went to eat breakfast at the foodcourt...everyone had chicken rice...so cool eh?? like family dinner like dat...

then it was time to go home...i slept like pig in the train man...together with hubert and huiwen and william...lolx...

well...i had a great time with my fellow colleagues... *winks*

chalet coming chalet coming!!

2005-09-26T12:29:00.000-07:00

oh gosh...working at bishan j8 pastamania for closing on sunday was so damn tiring...by the time i got home, i was so freaking tired, i almost slept without showering...and i had a strange encounter with this one lady customer...haha...super freaking til i dont dare to say...but here goes, she said her sister was looking for her and the stains on her shirt was blood. and she needs me to call her son to fetch her! oh...my....god! but i did as she said and even gave her a cup of water to calm down...

hope it wasnt something serious!

today went to work at scotts...im loving my job there man! love my colleagues and manageress!! haha and i cant wait for tml's chalet @ downtown east! sooo excited!!! hehe..okie will update ya about it after im back k?

ouh Happy 8th Monthsary to me and dearie!!! love him to the stars and he loves me to the moon...hope to spend my life with him...but we'll take it one step at a time... *muacks* to rosz!

p/s: who wanna come along with me and imah and lin to momo this sat?? hehe...cya!

awesome time

2005-09-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

thursday...me and dear went for maia lee's album launch party @ dxo courtesy of dan...views? her single is not that bad, but there is still room for improvement...but nonetheless, good party...i enjoyed the part where the audience had to impersonate maia...this malay guy did a hilarious job...haha he brought up his shirt to half and even used a lighter to burn off the hairs on his tummy....he dance and shaked just like maia which made everyone laughed!! after the event, me, dear, dan and mark stayed on at dxo to chill...dan ordered champagne...as usual i had my orange juice, as you can see from the picture below...

friday...i was so happy that i finally gotten my internet and digital cable tv yesterday. i went for dear's gig @ fluid bar right after i knock off from work...it was totally awesome!!! im so into drum and bass now...the djs were great that night and the crowd was so cool and dear did a wonderful job at mcing...so proud of him!! hehe...anyway, i enjoyed myself just listening to dnb and watching those estatic dnb junglist move! haha...great event...one to remember by....

stresss!!

2005-07-12T23:02:00.000-07:00

ok i lost my thumbdrive on friday in the printing lab! sheesh...cant believe i am so careless.... anyway i will find some time to update soon. now busy with projects and work.... chaoz!

butterfly

2005-06-13T23:01:00.000-07:00

hey..i was in the train to school today and i saw a beautiful butterfly...it was flying around and in the end landed on my shoulder....it was baby blue and greyish in color...so pretty!!! hehe...

wat a weekend

2005-06-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

phew...!!! wee..i just showered...i walked and cycled all the way from gombak to cck....what a workout!! hehe...thanks to my bro...he offered to cycle me back to cck...then along the way, called min up to chat...hehe thanks for the company dude!! *smiles*

okie...here's what happened to me during the weekends....saturday after work, i met up with my aunt over at bukit panjang plaza...did some shopping and had some girl to girl talk...she's cool lah...understanding and all...then after shopping, my aunt received a call from one of her friends...something happened at my place, and my mom went to the fella's house...she tried to contact me but never got through....sensing something must be wrong, we head to gombak. My kuzin came along also...

when i got there, i asked mom what happened...it seems that the same incident is happening again...the letterbox scam and all that shit...i was very pissed by then....if i found out who the culprit is, i sure as hell gonna make him or her pay...! anyway..while my aunt and mom was talking, i was standing by the door, then i noticed this guy lurking at my front door...without a word, i ran down...while running down, i saw this indian guy standing at level 3 with a handphone and was looking aroung rather anxiously, i took a very good look at him and ran downstairs...as i got to my letterbox, i saw an indon maid with some letters in her hand and i stared at her too...then i went to the group of malay kids sitting under the block, nothing seems to be amiss though....tried to look around somemore, but no one seems suspicious! sigh...as i predicted, the guy who was lurking at my front door was one of the victim of the letterbox scam! arghh..stupid people...ok ATTENTION to all peeps!!!! THERE SEEM TO BE A NEW SCAM USING LETTERBOX. ESPECIALLY LETTERBOX THAT ARE BROKEN OR SPOILT AND CANT BE UNLOCKED. These conn men or woman will call up guys (so far, i found out that they got the guys' numbers from chatlines or even the yellow pages or somewhere) and convinced them of either a one night stand kind of thing, or some pity case, like they have sick family members to take care of, and need money....so after being convinced, these stupid-oes will be asked to place their money (ranging from 50-70bucks) into the letterbox (which is unknown to them that its spoilt!) and they will then make their way to the house. Which happen to be my spoilt letterbox and my house!!! Freaking hell... At first my mom thought the knockings were from salesmen...but by the 4th month, we realised that the knockings have intervals...9am, 2pm, 7pm...around which this time the guys will knock and look for a girl name leila or sheila or shida or whoever....and the story goes on until we made a report with one of the stupid victims..i will say it again...STUPID victims...and we remade our letterbox lock....and so...recently my letterbox was broken again...so the same thing is happening again!!! im freaked out because im not at home...but my mom and bro is...what if the victims seek revenge? what if they thought its us who did all the scam? then mom will be in danger! sigh...i just hope the fire incident a few months back had nothing to do with the letterbox scam... whoever puts my family in danger, will pay for it...for the meantime, the letterbox is being remade again...ok enough of that shit...after the whole thing that night, me and my aunt and kuzin went to Alif to drink tea and eat pratas...hehe...after that we made our way to her place. my aunt bought some hair dyes..and she got some extra bottles of it, so me and my kuzin decided to dye our hair...hehe so fun...the whole night we dyed our hair and watched malay movie...at 1230am, my kuzin went back his house (which is just on the top floor...my aunt's on the 5th floor)...

ok the scary thing that happened to me that night was the hp incident...i was sleeping in another room, across from my aunt...i placed my hp at one corner of the room and left it to charge, then i got to sleep at 1am...then at 3am, i woke up to find the hp on my hand...and on it, it says one missed call at 2.30am...and it was a private number!! sheesh...a little spooked, i quickly placed it at the charger and went back to sleep....

on the sunday morning, i woke up at 7am and went to shower....rang my kuzin house and woke him up...then after im ready, went up to my grandma house to have breakfast...hehe i called up sylvia coz she hadnt msged me since morning...haha guess what? she just woke up when i called her...so met up with her at Dover mrt and the 3 of us made ur way to east coast....

when we got there, we skated for an hour and a half...hehe...it was fun but tiring....but very fun...glad i have a blading kaki...we bladed from the macdonalds there to bedok jetty and back... after that, we took a bus to town where i met dearie and jon...but sylvia had to go back home...i think coz she's really tired....hmm..but the next blading trip is just gonna be the two of us..haha...but i had a great time...as always....

well...thats about all that happened...hehe yesh i know its kinda long...but my blog what...dont like dont read ah...haha kidding....ok going to bed now...feeling crappy already...lolx...p/s: wee!!! tml im working!!! pastamania is so much fun!!! *wink wink* hint hint...scotts outlet k? hehe...

my thoughts: miss my best friend....Tasha...where are you?? :)good night stars...good night moon...*hugs my teddy* *close my eyes* ZzzzZZ

locked out! she wont let me in!!

2005-06-10T22:59:00.000-07:00

ok you wont believe what happen to me last night....i got locked out!!! so pissed...i went back to cck last night, walked all the way from the mrt and when i got to the doorstep, was sweating like pig, and tried to open the door.....and...its locked!!! sigh...then i called my kuzin hp, but she off her damn hp....ok i was still calm...then i tried knocking for freaking half an hour.... then i realise she actually want to lock me out....so ok lor...i made my way back downstairs and took a freaking cab to gombak, and the uncle drive freaking slow...coz there was no more train so i took a cab. luckily dearie gave me money that night, else i would have just slept at the corridor...when i got to gombak, it cost me about $7.20!!! hur hur...i was so pissed last night....when i got home, i showered and got to bed. Since i was so darn pissed, i cant get myself to sleep...but thanks to my silly bro, he cheered me up and i slept soon after....

pastamania

2005-06-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

I just finished watching Kal Ho Naa Ho....hehe..bollywood!! hmm..well actually i watch half of it...gonna watch the other half when im free again...its super duper niceee....gosh im a sucker for romance movies....

okie, tuesday was my first day on the job at Pastamania...hmm...was kinda blur at first coz there were so many things to remember...but for the next 2 days, im gonna be stationing at the support station...its the place where drinks and garlic breads are made...hehe...i even got a notebook to write down whatever i learnt for the day....so far so good...did dining and all...wow they are very particular about little things and super duper perfectionist! hmmph... ouh first day of work, i ate marinara...its spaghetti with seafood...hehe...maybe today i will try their pizzas...looks tempting....

ouh...on monday, after school, met up with TAsha and we went to Causeway POint to accompany her mom (my godmom...hehe) to shop for bags and shoes....me and tasha got there early so we went to do some window shopping...hehe we eyed this gold named necklace which even had bling blings on them...gosh...and we went to perfume department and tried on the escada perfumes...i am so attracted to the smell....so sweet....hmm i think im gonna put it in my wishlist!! hehe...after that, i tried on some pretty clothes...and yesh im so in love with this green top....so niceee!!! hopefully when i get my pay, the top will still be there...hahaokie when Tasha's mom arrived, we went to shop around for bags and shoes....so fun!! hehe after that went to eat at KFC...and guess who i saw there? shida!! haha one of my fellow npcc mates of pulau ubin!!! lolx...ouh i got discounts from her...hehe good that i know lots of peeps huh? lolx...after our tummys are full, we went to cold storage to shop for househld stuff...after that i made my way to bukit merah to get my typhoid jab....
in the evening, my primary school mates planned to have dinner at al-ameen bukit timah there...but when i got there, all who came were guys...gosh the girls couldnt make it...so i sat with them and they ordered their food while i only drank...we talked about what's happening in our lives now...what they are doing and most of the guys got bikes! haha good for you all...we even planned how we gonna celebrate this year's HAri Raya!! gosh...i stayed on for an hour before making my way out of there....it was so nice to meet up with them, gosh, i've known them almost all my life....

well..got to go now...very tired after a long day spent outside...toodles...

finally another entry!woohoo

2005-05-31T22:56:00.000-07:00

hey finally an update at last!!! haha...and yeah!! im back in school now...i missed my classmates soooo badly....oh and i spot a few new haircuts...yesh imah, your haircut is fabulous!!! and azlin...love those curls....hehe my 2 sis becoming more prettier eh? *winks*

okok...before i forget...i wanna wish my dear FANA...HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY girl!!! *muacks* last year as a teenager liao...so better be crazy now before we turn to adults!! hehe...and i wish for you to be happy each and everyday, may smiles and laughter be by your side no matter how hard the road or journey seems...and i will be there for you too if or whenever you need me aightz...

okie one more person...almost forgot...HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NASRI!!! he's my friend, my bro and my mentor....hope you are happy always with your love ones...thanks for all the advice and support that you gave me...really appreciate it very much....be the cool and funny nasri that i know...best of luck and best wishes!

ok...remember i told you peeps that im moving to my kuzin house at cck? ok...i finally moved into her house!!! officially! hehe...at first i was kinda scared and unsure..but after what dearie told me, i felt much better.... you'll be missing home and all at first, its normal..but after a while you will get used to it. And now, im so absolutely love it...its a cool feeling being the only person to depend on....but hey, i have my own room, my own bed, my own tv and radio and soon, my own broadband...

okie so everyday i had to walk to mrt...which is cool with me...aint that far anyway, just a 15 minutes walk....morning exercise...i've gained a little weight during the hols, so im not surprised if i lost weight too after a few months....hehe...

ok school was fun...though now everyone is separated by our own specialisation...i got to work with new peeps too...cindy and xinyi and grace and taufiq and bryan are in my class too...got a few others which i forgotten their names....so cool...ok so far so good...i attended all the lessons and i wasnt late for the lessons...

my goal this semester is to get good attendance and good grades...im not gonna slack anymore...coz this is the last lap and im gonna get through it....no shit can stop me...hehe

dearie is sick today...im so worried for him...i hope he gets better or else im gonna drag him to see doctor tml...*pray pray*

HOLIDAY EVENTS:most of the days was spent working my ass off...haha...on saturdays, spent time with TASHA and ZAID and MIMIN at paradigm....had a really cool time everytime we went out...

i found my roller blading kaki!!! sylvia's my saviour!! haha...we planned to buy blades and blade every saturdays at east coast or even sentosa...fun right? okie..if anyone else interested, can contact me okie? the more the merrier!!!
spent some quality time with dearie and getting to know each other more...ouh...i miss bro jon!!! haha and fara and sue and ping!!! if you are reading this, we should go out watch movie or eat k?

oo...and i really really treasure TASHA and SHERRI very much....i miss my sec school sisterz gang and so i shall treasure every moment i have with my friends....love you girls very much!! *hugs*

hmm..talking about missing....i miss my mommy now...though i went home just now to get the rest of my stuff, i feel like as if mom is sad...hmm not a good timing to move out...i hope everything's ok at home....

alright gonna go to bed now...tml have to be in school by 10... okie good night star, good night moon...sweet dreams and starlight and moon beams... ZzzzZZZ

delete my acc? you serious?

2005-05-17T22:55:00.000-07:00

hey...is it true? they gonna delete my account? or someone just messing with me? hmm...

okie..im at cck library now blogging away...today's my off day so went to chillz at rozz place...and i finally got my goddamn pay...fana is soo happy now too...when wanna meet up babe?

Tasha is at cck too...but at mac...hehe...meeting her later i guess... lots of things happen but gonna update it soon when school reopens... dearie reading about mecca....hehe...

okie peeps, when you free? i wanna go johor to eat!!! haha... ouh i hope i get pastamania job soon...*wish wish*

im back with a grin

2005-04-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

hey peeps...thank you so much for tagging...and im sooo sorry for not being able to update my bloggy...but rest assured, im gonna work hard and get my damn internet back!! yippee...

okie what have i been up lately? working!! at jurong east...haha my hush puppies is trying to get into NTUC...lolx...but the sales is not bad....though i feel lonely...so lonely...haha...anyway its actually not bad lah here...the customers never failed to entertain me!! haha so many characters that you may find wierd and irritating....but the promotion is going to end pretty soon...on the 28th april...

yesterday i had to go giant imm to do some stock take...gosh it really sucks coz i had to wait till the store closes then we can start our stock taking....but i cheated...i counted all the stock first, then i pasted the sticker on the product and flipped it on the reverse so that they cant see it... and when they said we could start, i just turned it back to the front and went off...hehe...it was so kekekz...then the other promoters followed my move...lolx...

hmm...im having a wedding date with dearie on this coming sunday!! wee...so cute...i will wear my white baju kurung and he will be wearing his black shirt and tie...hmm i think a pink tie?? lolx..anyway i cant wait...and thanks to fana sweetie, she gonna help cover for me for work on the sunday....

last saturday i spent time with dearie and dan and shan at alleybar...all drinking tequilla and playing silly games...it was quite hilarius coz they were trying to get poor shan drunk!! and indeed he was...gosh....you should see the way he dance when we went to rouge afterwards... haha dearie call him the crazy white guy...and dan was drunked too...he was lalala-ing to me and dearie when we were dancing...and trying to rap to the songs...haha oh ya saw abu when we were at rouge and dearie offered him a drink...coz dan bought lots of it...i didnt drink lah...i only had orange juice the whole night...the scene was nice...though i had to minus off a few girls trying to get sexy at the podium...hehe...afterwards, we walked dan to his car and made sure he was alright before heading home...me and dearie went to take night rider...hehe save money....*winks*
ouh...my class having chalet today..but sadly i couldnt make it coz i have to work...so sorry, but im sure you guys will have fun right...*grins*

ouh...recently been busy with work and all, i didnt get to spend time with Tasha sweetie and even dearie...but i will find the time sooner or later...i always do...and yesh i miss you peeps very much...hope to see you all soon...when i get my darn pay, we all go catch a movie alright??

my thoughts: missing dearie each and everyday....*muacks*miss my best friend Tasha...hope you are feeling better and stronger each day...put the past behind and look foward to a new day...

okie peeps going to work soon...catch up with ya later!!

presentation and exam week

2005-03-29T22:50:00.000-08:00

Overall performance was ok...the teacher commented on our sms thingy, which we must thankour leader (Jie Larp) for coming up with such service to improve our project grades...hehecan say he's a very good leader.... Though there were a few "cockups" during thepresentation, nonetheless i must say everyone put in great effort... Felicia and Azlin did agood job on the products and services section... and Eunice for the nice template designs ofthe website... wee!! finally its over and done with...after my presentation, i had about haf and hour more to go before meeting dearie, so idecided to chill with my bros near the school carpark...the one where they always go for a smoke... hmm took a few pictures and all...had some laughs and updates...and yesh i havepimple problems...due to stress i guess..it will go away soon...gosh so wierd for guys tocomment on girls pimples!! haha anyway i know you peeps care for me!! hehe muacks!! lolxbest brothers in the world!!

when i met up with dearie, we went to town first..i collected my durian cake from theMariott Hotel...and we went to Far East to meet up with dearie's friends...dear got this newpair of brown shoes..really looks good on him...and he loves it...

after that, we went to Millenia Walk to get ourselves a couple ring...but when we got to the shop, it didnt look as nice as it first did when i saw it...haiz...so decided to go Cineleisure instead.Hehe...we did some real looking around and finally settled on this cool titanium promiserings...it was real nice and we engraved our rings with our names...my ring with dearie nameon it, and his with mine on it...hehe...we even got 10% discount for the rings and freeengravings for all the letters...haha...i was esthatic and i love it!!

after that, me and dearie head back to Far East and ate dinner at Magic Wok..i ordered myusual mee goreng and dearie, beef noodles and also fried wantons!! yummy...after that wehead to borders to pass the time...coz we are watching Miss Congeniality 2 at 9.45pm with Iqbal and Sara and Jon and erm..i forgot this guy's name...

when we got to border's dearie's good friend came to talk to him about some stuff..and ileft them two alone to talk, while i did some reading up...when they were done, we head out to meet the rest...

I'd give the movie a 3 out of 5 popcorns! hehe...it was nice but not as funny as i expected it to be...well, its worth watching!! after the movie, we head home...
gosh, my tummy got problems...keep going to the ladies the whole freaking day...okie back to my books now...will update again soon...my exams will be from 6th to 11th April... wish me good luck...
miss you all very much!! *muacks*

nothing much..same shitz diff day

2005-03-14T22:47:00.000-08:00

To my darlings: make yourself free on Good Friday k? we go Sentosa!! hehe...gosh...its week 13 already and in week 16, we having our Semestral Exams!! if im not wrong ah..its on the 6-7 and 11th of April!! gosh...i better start my revision this week...cant play a fool liao...

never blog for quite some time..and there is so many events that happened that i dont even know where to start...ouh just wanna highlight, i cant access friendster from school..they blocked it recently...hmm..so gonna be quite slow in updating my friendster profiles and all...hehe dearie added me in friendster! haha..his friendster so cute! make me fly only...haha and i wanna thank bro Ian for the sweet testimonial...

hmm...today me went over to Tasha new house to chill...wee!! finally you moved house gerl...and you are so close to me!! haha we even planned to chill out at bukit batok area some days...haha and have sleepovers at each other's house...so cool right?? hehe...can go home late at night together...power!! haha ok anyway, when i got there, we ate our dinner and Tasha was sick...poor sweetie...her voice sounds like ateng liao!! hahaha...so cute...we went online and surf the web and after that watch tv...hehe her mom is really cool... haha at first thought of going for a swim..but changed our minds coz too lazy to even go out of the house...haha...sheesh...

wee...my pay is in!! whoahaha..hmm...but not much ah...lolx..ok why am i telling you all these? haha i dunno... okok anyway i miss eating nasi beryani at Blue Diamond!! ouh and i miss the kway teow goreng at Beach Road too...and now im cravin for oreo cheesecake...

haha..ok not much to write now...coz nothing big happened...okie thats all..see ya next time... *muacks*

im back...

2005-03-07T22:44:00.000-08:00

haloooo....sorry for the long absence sweeties...to darlings Tasha and Fana, YESH i wanna go beach!! haha really really miss that place...i wanna get tanned and play volleyball and build sandcastles and bath in the sea and and take many many pictures!!! hahaha so many things to do there...hope we can go there this weekend or next...hehe

Thursday...Slumber Party!
on thursday night, me went to overnight at Angie's house...the place is really nice...i like the space and scenery there man...gosh you can even see the moon and stars at night...and if i lived there, i wish to sleep by the window and just gaze at the sky til my eyes shut itself...haha it is that nice...hehe... There was Angie, me, Azlin, Eunice, Felicia and Eileen...ouh and Benny, Angie's bro...So while the 4 of them went on to play Mahjong, me and Azlin and Benny went to bake brownie's! hehe..erm actually its a chocolate cake ah..coz i didnt read properly when i bought it...hehe but it was really nice... easy to bake...

when the brownie's was ready, we ate it while playing a game of Scrabble and Monopoly...haha we played til it was almost 6am siah!! sheesh...so by then, everyone was already tired out and sleepy...and we have a class at 8am! gosh...since i couldnt sleep, i just used Angie's laptop and cleaned up the dishes and rubbish...haha by the time everyone was up, we took a cabby to school...

it was a fun and cool girls slumber party!! maybe next time we should bake cookies!! haha..lolx... erm...Maam Angie must raise my pay and Azlin's pay by then!! hahaha...

Friday...Romeo & Juliet!
When we got to school...my eyes were really heavy...i kept dozing off...and while waiting for my friends to finish up their work, i slept in the lab itself...gosh...i really dozed off to dreamland....but by lunchtime, i was too sleepy to stay in school, so i went home and slept... called dear to meet up a little later coz i need to get my sleep... but when i got home, i forgot to charge my handphone and it went flat...by the time i got up, it was 7pm!! and the Romeo & Juliet play was 730pm at Stadium Waterfront....so i got up and called dearie...phew! he wasnt angry...he could still laugh...haha bad...and since we missed each other badly, we still met up...haha...thanks for being so understanding B...*muacks*

when we got to town, we went to have a light dinner at Lido and met up with Jon to watch movie...ouh after that Baby, Jon's gf, came to join us for movie...we chose Hitch...haha it was really really funny and cute...its a must watch and i give it a 4 out of 5 rating! *grins* and Jon & gf was really sweet...awww...so cute lah you two...im so happy for the both of them...

Saturday....Saturday Night Fever!
last saturday i went to LiquidRoom to club, all thanks to Ross dearie...i brought along Tasha and Zaid and Wan, then met up with dearie, Fara, Jon and Su there...when we got there, wow...the guest list queue was so long! so dearie and Jon went to queue while we waited somewhere else...haha and while waiting, Fara flashed her boobs!! and i screamed!! twice! reason? coz Su made scared me from behind and bcoz Fara flashed her boobs!!!! hahaha....crazy...

when we finally got tagged, we entered the place, gosh..it was so damned crowded! but its the coolest scene that night...coz the music is great, dear's friend was spinning, dani the beatboxer was there and everyone was having fun! haha we laughed and teased at other clubbers...i got to dance with my boo!!first time for me.. aww..he's so cute...haha my B can dance ok...hehe...love you dear! *muacks*

haha everyone was crazy that night...me and Tasha did our sexy dance moves and Fara and Su joined in...haha dear was laughing away... anyway we all did had a lot of fun that night...erm and by the time i got home, my entire legs are aching!! haha

horoscope

2005-03-02T11:57:00.000-08:00

General
PISCES
Monthly Forecast for March, 2005 Provided by Astrology.com Yearly Forecast
This could be a big month for you, so take it slow and steady, because that's what wins the race. If the 1st and 2nd are a little foggy and full of things that go 'bump!' in the dark, don't let it spook you. But don't sign anything, either. The 5th and 6th, you're going to get some assistance from a few friends you didn't even know you had in high places. Be sure to thank them later. The 7th and 8th, you'll be turning that good-witch-of-the-east energy on for a few folks lower down than you are on the food chain. If they don't send thank-you notes, don't sweat it. You really did help them, and that's its own reward. The 9th and 10th are 'you' days. You're your bright, shiny, thankful, helpful, good-looking best self. And a lot of people love you! The 13th and 14th are your romance days, when some of that love could turn lusty. Mm, mm! The 18th and 19th could be more of the same kissy-kissy kind of fun. The 22nd or 23rd, things start to slow down, but you're grateful for the respite, because on the 25th, the volume gets turned way, way back up. The end of the month contains more of the rollicking energy you enjoyed on the 18th and 19th. Enjoy it!

PISCES
Year 2005 OverviewProvided by Astrology.com
As the New Year arrives, Pisces, you'll be quite intent on making a name for yourself within a group situation. You'll do a fine job of it, and you'll be remembered for some time to come for your efforts. During January, you'll be focused on joint financial situations and intimate relationships, all of which will work out quite well as long as you're not afraid to ask for -- and take -- the advice of an elder. The new Moon in your own sign on March 10th will call your attention to your physical self -- and while you in particular should never ignore your emotions, you might want to pay attention to the outer you, just for a while.

During spring, and most especially in April, monetary changes could be en route. Does that mean you'll be pinching pennies? Not at all. In fact, if you're smart about it, you may have more money to spend frivolously than you've had in some time. After the 15th of April, thanks to Venus in steadfast Taurus and your house of communications, you'll be especially persuasive, too. Don't even think about giving up on any argument. You're ready to make constructive changes, and to make them quickly. You go!

Once summer arrives, you can rest assured that you'll be entertained -- and quite amused! At least one new suitor will come your way after the 21st of July -- someone who's as home- and family-oriented as yourself. You'll also be willing to apply yourself completely to getting the job done at work, but with family issues so pleasant, who'd blame you if you were late -- or even absent -- for a few days?

As the year draws to a close, one-on-one relationships will still keep you busy, but with the solar eclipse of October 3rd, and the lunar eclipse of the 17th, you'll shift to money matters -- joint financial issues in particular. If you're not happy with the way your half of the money is being handled, take back control of the checkbook and don't apologize for it. Be careful with finances during the holidays, but do enjoy yourself.

Love & RelationshipsPISCES
Monthly Love for March, 2005 Provided by Astrology.com Yearly Love
A little emotional upheaval never permanently damaged anybody who took the time and space to properly deal with it, right? So the 1st through the 3rd, sit with that romantic problem. Look at it. Process it. Okay, now put it in the laundry, do a spin cycle, fold it neatly and sell it at the second-hand shop down the street by the 7th or 8th at the very latest. Whew! Buy yourself a banana with the proceeds and count yourself lucky: now you can move on feeling freshly pressed and well-nourished starting the 10th! There could be a definite upswing in your romantic life come the 13th, 14th and 15th, when a message from far away (or maybe not so far away ... ) brings a few butterflies to your tummy. Who is it from? The answer could surprise everybody but you on the 18th. The 20th through the 24th, those butterflies could turn into a whole darn migratory movement that's headed your direction! By the end of the month you're asking yourself, could this be love? Well, baby, don't count it out, that's for sure.

Year 2005 RomancePISCESProvided by Astrology.com
Your list of New Year's resolutions includes something important to you in the love department, and you pursue it with a ferocity that some folks say is quite unlike you. In January, listening closely nets you lots of pertinent information, and after the first week in February you gain an understanding that's invaluable for your love life for the rest of the year. You start a transformation that continues the weekend of February 18th, when you're utterly captivating. The days surrounding March 10th, too, are very favorable for you and whatever romantic antics you're up to.

Your money may be on your mind in mid-April, but don't miss an opportunity to kick off spring romance in style from the 14th to the 16th. Singles fascinate all around them with their allure, while the coupled up captivate their sweeties anew. In mid-May, your selfless assistance of someone else in the love arena benefits your romantic karma in amazing ways. As far as your own affairs, it's time to stop analyzing and go for it -- you'll never know what might have been otherwise.

Summertime brings new suitors for singles and a possible change in status for those already attached. The first weekend in June is excellent for communicating your dreamy feelings and abundance of sentiment, while July 23rd and 24th are all about you (and you're all about love). August 19th and the days after mark the hottest point of your personal summer, so make hay while the sun shines.

Plan some autumnal moongazing and some serious romance around September 17th -- staring deep into each other's eyes is definitely in order. And if you've got someone new in mind -- or something new in mind with your current someone -- there's no time like October 22nd through 24th. Relationships are favored right around Thanksgiving and again toward the end of December, so shine yours up or prepare for the gift of a new one.

muahahaha..happy birthday to me

2005-02-21T11:54:00.000-08:00

firstly i would like to say a big Thank You!!! to all those who had wished me a HappyBirthday...thank you soo much for remembering...it really means soo much to me...*muacks*this past few days been really cool and fun!! haha who wouldnt be, when they are spendingtime with their loved ones and of coz my darlings....haha

Paradigm
on the 18th, meet up with my darlings, natasha and sherri to celebrate mybirthday, in advanced...hehe...as usual, went to eat dinner at Magic Wok Far East..ouh andthis time, there's fried wanton!! hahaha yummy...then while eating, natasha gave memy birthday present...its a lovely-best_friends_only- bling_bling necklace!! haha its reallynice...gosh thats the sweetest thing...thank you sweetie...you're the best friend i everhad...*muacks*
after dinner, we made our way to Paradigm...along the way, there was the Chingay event goingon...haha and even though it was kinda crowded, the 3 of us still walk side by side holdinghands...haha like our own road like that...then when we got to Paradigm, we got tagged andme and sherri signed up for the Lady's Card...hehe when we got inside, Zaid and hisfriend already there..erm iqram(paiseh dunno how to spell)...the place was almost emptyseh..so the girls went to get their free drinks..no lah i never drink...after drinking, wewent to PS 7-11 to slack...i bought my drink and chocolates...yummy...perk me up a little... then i met ken and anis and steph at PS...hmm their emo moment i can tell...

haha we listened to songs on Zaid's handphone...haha which is much more fun compared to thescene previously...haha i think im into reggae now..lolx...

by the time we got there, the club was filled with more people...thankfully..but hor...thisone joker was dancing away on the dance floor...haha when he gets tired, he sat down andwhen he was hyper, he start to dance again...gosh he is the only one on the dance floorleh..haha... horrible...

after that, zaid's friend, min came down to join us...haha friendly guy..and he is a piscestoo...his birthday is on the 26th feb...so cool...sherri is a pisces too...3 pisces clubbingtonight babeh...haha after a while, we started dancing and laughing...it was oklah...atleast we did have a little fun...
at the end of the day, the guys sent us home on their bikes...me with min and tasha withzaid..ahaha and thats when everyone knows im a bike virgin!! haha lolx...i asked tasha(theexpert..hehe) to teach me how to ride...paiseh man...but it was fun...really fun...when westop at shell, we took pictures...i really had a cool time that night...yeah man im inspiredto get a bike license now...

thank you tasha and sherri for the cool night out...and min for sending me home...*muacks*love you girls to bits mann...hehe

Happy Birthday!!!wee...20th was my birthday, but i celebrate it on 21st instead coz both me and dear areworking...so on the monday, met up with dear after class and went to Mediacorp to claim mytix for the Romeo & Juliet play...hehe..cool huh...thanks to dearie...

after that, we took a cabby to town, and went to have dinner at Cream Bistro @ pacificplaza..haha me first time eating there...we had hot&spicy chicken wings..which is verynice..and i had spaghetti goreng and lime ice-blended and oreo cheesecake...and dearie hadsalmon udon and mango ice-blend...hehe i was so full by the time we left teh place...
after that, we went to catch Hide&Seek at Lido shaw...dearie slept during the movie!! but heguessed the ending pretty well...haha bleargh..action seh...haha...i didnt expect the endingto be that way...haha...anyway you guys have to watch it...i give it 3 out of 5 popcorns...

after movie, we went home...dear sent me home again..hehe..so gentleman...we slack under myblock for a while so i could open my gifts...guess what i got?? haha i was shocked seh!!i got a Guess Charm Bracelet...really sweet...match with the necklace that tasha bought forme...and he bought me the Levi's top that i liked...haha found out he and my darling tashasubahat to find me a gift for my birthday...haha...no wonder she kept asking me whether iliked the top...hehehe...dear sang me a sweet birthday song...gosh i was blushing by then...

my thoughts: i enjoyed my birthday very much...never been this pampered...gosh...i feel likethe luckiest gurl on earth!! i will treasure these moments and will always do...thanksdearie...and thanks sweetie tasha n sherri...

you can view natasha blog for more details too...

wasting some time

2005-02-16T11:49:00.000-08:00

Pisces
Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:
Dreamy.
You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.
Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:
Be more realistic.
Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.
Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.
Open yourself up to a new love.
The person you think you want may not be the one..

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday

haha got this from natasha..cool eh...sounds like me...sheesh...

Wednesday
after school, met up with dearie at taka coffee club to have dinner...haha when i got there, daniel ong is there too!! ouh and this guy, danny...haha so cool man...i was impressed when he can do all those bbox thing(for those who not sure what it is, its the sounds they make with their mouth...haha...)...gosh...genius...and they were all really friendly, but i was kinda quiet...haha shocked to see Dan lah...he is funny as always...but of coz my dearie funnier...lolx...and the food was great! i had baked chicken macaroni...really nice...haha dear help me to finish it too...haha and we had fondue... gosh heavenly foods!! and danny was already overwhelm...haha he reminds me of eric...haha similar reaction siah...had a really cool dinner and thanks to Dan for treating us all...

after that, me and dear went to kinokuniya to check out some books...later jon joined us there...ouh and i learned who is lucifer... haha blurness...after that, we went to far east where dear and jon went to shop for some t-shirts...hmm no tee which i liked, so didnt buy anything...later on, we went to join the rest at mac to chill...had great laughs and after that we went home...

yippeee....3 more days to muah birthday!!! so happy!!!

ouh dearie got me 2 teddies and a box of sweets for valentine's day...so cute!! haha thanks dear...*muacks*

valentine day

2005-02-14T11:46:00.000-08:00

My Poem
These words are my own...erm titleless poem...

Have you thought of what you would do.
If you lose a loved oneOr someone close to you.
Will you let the time fly and cry all day,
Or will you stop to think and pray.
Will you hold on to his or her things
Or pack it in boxes and throw it away.
Will you just remember the first hello
Or just the last goodbye.
Will you sit by the phone, waiting for him to call,
But cry because he couldn't at all.

Will you regret what you didnt do
Or regret 'cause its too late to say "I love you"
How could i ever forgive myself
If something bad happens to you
Taking for granted that each day i had you.
Now i know what i would do,
So i take this moment to say that "I love you".
-Hidayana-

Valentine's Day
Gosh...its the day of the year where flowers are everywhere...and the time of month where i will be broke and so will my bf...hahaha reason? its the month of V-day and muah birthday...haha anyway i got my rose just now...plus a blue rose from Alex(so sweet right...haha thanks Alex), a paper rose from Brian(so cute seh...i think he make himself one...), and ferrero rocher flower from Cindy(hehe...yummy)....cool day for flowers...of coz the rest of my darlings also got one too...hehe...everyone soo happy today....Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!
anyway today went for the OS class, which was at 12pm, did the CMS quiz for 30minutes and after that went to eat lunch with my darlings...haha it was Eunice's treat becoz she hit 4d..haha consolation $75...lolx...we all came up with the numbers and she went to buy...haha so lucky seh...ok so we went to Mac to eat...then bum into Natasha & Sherri..haha all wearing black today...sheesh...oh yeah we having our V-day date today!! woohoo...girls date...haha friends are special too ok...hmm..anyway im waiting for 6pm so can meet up with Nat & Sherri later...actually im kinda broke already...haha so must budget-ize a bit...

The Night
last saturday, i met up with natasha after work to chill in town....we went shopping for a while at Far East and head to Forum afterward...haha then in the end, we end up sitting at Forum Mac, where we bumped into Amir(from my secondary school...)...haha but sadly no free fries...haha freebie freak me..

dearie Ross came to meet me after work...hehe..he look so cute in that hat...after that natasha went off to paradigm with her bro and friends, and me and dearie and jon went to Mad Monks...haha...when got there, i make somemore new friends..hmm...cool bunch of peeps...
everyone was dancing away...me? haha chilling with dearie by the river at clarke quay....it was a quiet and sweet moment until, the sky start to pee...haha....dear said bangle peeing from the top building...haha..ok lame..anyway thats the night i am officially his girlfriend...haha...oklah i very blurr gurl...i wont know im his until he tell me...and the rest of the night i felt dizzy...from the excitement of being his girl...haha crazy head...okok...

anyway im really glad he came to my life...and he is thankful for that too...i hope i have found what i've been searching for....*wish wish*
okie got to go now...toodles~

my words: I love Wong Kuan Ming Roszaimi!!! *muacks*

woohoo..term break

2005-02-10T10:57:00.000-08:00

Captain Ball Tournament

haha on the 5th of february, my team clinched Gold!! for the Captain Ball tournament... haha so happy!! we never thought we could win..but everyone did their best...we wanted silver but we brought home Gold!! ahaha..on that day Ross dearie came down to support muah...haha pity him coz he didnt have enough sleep but still come down to support...so sweet right...hehe..ouh but bad bad thing...he kena sun burn...sorry sweetie...gosh i felt so bad for asking him to come down...but i have to thank him for coming down to support...that was really sweet...

ouh during the game, "rudolf" shouted CHI-BYE at me...haha reason? coz i was marking her damn close and she doesnt liked it...haha she asking for it anyway..who ask her to mark people like that...? and then after that got an accident...sheesh i was really shocked to see that much blood...she kinda trip on my foot when trying to get the ball, while i was turning...and she kind of scrape her old wound...arghh ...painful...but i did apologise even though not my fault...hmm...

overall great game, Outkast got 3rd, Jo's Kambing Soup (haha..khairul's team) 2nd and NIL (my team) first... hehe..had lots of fun and excitement that day....ouh ouh and my bro, taufiq team won the soccer tournament too...hehe congrats bro!! like brother like sister...heh heh...

Girls Night Out

anyway after the tournament, i went to shower in school and meet up with natasha in town...after that we went to eat dinner at Magic Wok..heh heh yummy mee goreng and all time fav food, fried wanton!! after eating, went to shop shop..me bought a tank top and a pair of earrings, and my bro's mest cap...cheap cheap... haha...so happy...after that went to play pool with tasha and her guy...at first tasha dont wanna play...and then after my first game with him, tasha joined in... haha she got addicted to pool now!! hahaa...kekekz seh... after that, me and tasha went home...actually tot of going clubbing, but no guys... so met up with Ross and jon to go back home together...haha this 2 kookoos dont know how to go home...so tired and shagged still hang around in town...haha..cute siah...

Girls Night Out Again

Monday was the start of my term break, i was kinda bored at home early in the morning, so plan to meet up with Natasha and Sherri...since they have attachment, so met them up kinda late...i was so bored, i went to Westmall to shop around to see if there was anything nice to buy...but sadly none...only got myself a nice sweater...hehe...

after that, i head down to Orchard Library...haha my fav solo spot...was reading Visual Basic book...haha i thought can get a few ideas on how to implement my project, but sadly none...haha school notes are much more useful... after borrowing my books, i went to eat my lunch, tot of asking Ross to join me, but he already eaten...so i went to Delifrance, coz i was craving for Ciabatta..yummy...hehe with tuna of coz...erm but i never liked the soup...its too salty for me...after dinner Ross asked me to come over to Lucky Plaza Pool there...so i went there to look for him..i blur seh..coz never went to that pool area before...sheesh..when i got there, i made
new friends!!... like Ezza(who seems to look familiar but i cant recall..haha), Nurul( the quite one...hehe) and Muni(the one with the really cool hair...and she is my junior in my school...hehe..small world)...anyway Ross dear accompanied me at Lido Mac until Natasha & Sherri arrived...haha while waiting, Jon made really funny jokes ..not lame but really funny for the first time seh..haha...coz he too shag from the lack of sleep...and then everyone went home..so left me and Ross...we chatted and joked...haha i blur enough to fall for the 2 legged duck joke...sheesh...Yana's blurr moment....haha...

after meeting up with the girls, Ross head home and we girls head to Magic Wok again for dinner...haha i was starving by then...but too bad, no more fried wanton ...so i ordered thai balachan fried rice...not bad...hehe filling...after that we went to Forum, but it was kinda pack and decided to watch midnight movie instead...hehe and Sherri recommended A Moment To Remember...its a korean romance movie...haha at first i kind of have doubts whether i will be able to be moved or touched by the movie...haha and guess what? i was the first one to cry
among the 3 girls!! haha i thought only bollywood make me cry....but the show is worth watching!! really nice and it has a good plot...good actors and actresses... might even catch a few korean phrases along the way..haha...sweeet....ouh i finally got my jumbo hotdog that i was craving for...haha recently got alot of cravings seh ...maciam pregnant like that...sheesh...

ok after that, we walked all the way down to esplanade...haha when we got there, we were so shagged...i turn on my radio and the two sleepyheads slept....i was still awake...i cant sleep lah.. haha...when they finally woke up, we took a cabby home ...hmm no more late nights for you girls if its a school night k? hehe but we had fun laughing and crying and laughing again....lolx...

Go Johor

Uh on wednesday i went to JB with my kuzin and aunt instead...haha too bad no KL for me... anyway luckily it wasnt that crowded...ok first thing we all bought when we got there was VCDs!! haha siow...my aunt bought 7, my kuzin bought 6 and me 2....haha crazee...kena caught then you know...haha...i bought Meet the Fockers coz bro wanted to watch it soo much but didnt get the chance...and Princess Diaries 2 for me...hmm the rest were DVDs so i cant buy coz my com cant read DVD haha...lolx...

after shopping for VCDs, we were starving and went to eat at Pizza Hut....yummy was really full when we finally left the place, ordered the new pizza, spaghetti, garlic bread(a must!! haha), chicken wings, salad and soups....gosh...we were that hungry seh...haha...then after that, we went to shop somemore...bought facial stuff, i bought 2 tops, a pair of earrings and chewing gums...i was really happy...but sadly when i got home, one of the top was a short sleeved one..haha blur me never check...anyway its ok...maybe next time...

Girls Night Out part 3

hmm...yesterday meet up with Natasha & KT....haha we girls never get bored of each other...lolx..went to eat at Forum Mac coz all other places were closed for the Chinese New Year...sad sad...hur hur...anyway after eating, we went to eat desserts at Coffee Bean again!! haha that place is cool...nice view and food...we had girls talk and a few laughs...haha SAM!! klentang klentong bunyi nyer... hahahaha...

in the evening, Ross came by to say HI...haha more than HI actually..hehe his laughter can be heard even across the road i think...haha...cute...and when dearie left, i kinda miss him already...awww...hehe... ok got to go now...sorry for the long bloggy entry...never been updating lately... hehe...

***ouh our pics***

wacky and looney!

2005-02-02T10:55:00.000-08:00

ok updates...today is the 2nd february...haha 18 days more to go to muah birthday !! hehe..so happy...19 at last!! eh wait..that means im hitting the big 20 soon..haha growing up is so fun...i cant imagine what i will look like when im 25 or 30...sheesh ..kinda scary dont you think? i mean..will my facial features change? maybe look more mature or will i still remain this childish but with wrinkles? haha... will i grow fat? will i grow shorter? eh..scary ah talk about changes...anyway one thing wont change though...that is me...i will still be the same crazy, lame, over-friendly, clumsy and enthusiastic hidayana that you all know...

i may be having a time of my life, partying and having fun now...but i will know my limits...i wont go astray for i will always remember God...i can take good care of myself and no one had ever failed to take care of me...be it my mom or friends...coz i dont need to be taken care of...i just need to be loved...and somehow someone failed to do just that...there is nothing i can do...only to accept things the way it is...better to happen now then later when things got more serious and it gets more difficult to let go...

ok i think i wont be in Singapore on the 8th to 10th coz me and my kuzin going KL for shopping...!!! haha so excited...i want to buy more tops coz im really running out of clothes to wear...haha...im growing and my clothes shrinking...haha maciam betul liddat...anyway im really excited...so fun... hmm...i have not moved into my kuzin apartment yet...have to get an internet
broadband first...then slowly get my stuff and move to her house...then my bro can use my room at home...maybe next month...

Coffee Club Expresstoday me and azlin accompanied imah to sanur at taka to get her pair of black shoes back..after that we went to try our luck at Coffee Club Express...hmm the manager is nice and the working environment is cool...anyway they will inform us next week after the Chinese New Year...hmm hope that we can get...*wish wish*

Imah & Yana's Day Out
ok after azlin went off to work, me and imah went to borders to chill...we read magazines and got this very very thick book about horoscope signs...haha i looked up for mine and imah's haha imah's one was really accurate.. really describe her as a person...but mine, 10% untrue leh...haha...oh and my birthday is the same as Cindy Crawford...haha no wonder i got mole also...lolx.. kidding...

after enjoying reading the mags and all, we decided to go Funan mac to have our dinner...haha and to see imah's date... haha so funny, when we got there the mac crew was already disturbing her...haha so funny...but the guy never come out to see her... must be too shy ah...lolx... anyway had our dinner and rot there talking crap...then when we start to do some revision, got this 2 guys sat opposite us... haha i think they are hockey players, coz got hockey stick...but they were wearing so formal...haha funny thing was i was reading my notes when i felt someone staring
at me...then when i look up, the guy was staring at muah...gosh...make me embarrassed only...then when its time to go, the guy was shying away...smiling to his friend and back at us...i look at him and smiled back...when we got outside, we stopped to look at handphones...and guess what? they were behind us seh...but i know when we left, they were still eating their meal...haha..so we ignore them and head to mrt...but when we got to the traffic lights, the guys turned back...haha too bad...

ouh before we head home, we went to rafflescity Mango...i tried on this 2 shirts... very nice...its light pink and the other is green...really look nice on me...haha but too bad..this month wont be getting any pay...so have to wait for next month... anyway..had a cool time today..thanks imah... ok got to sleep now...really tired... zZZ

coffee bean day

2005-02-01T10:47:00.000-08:00

dear diary,

okie me just finished watching How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days...which i bought yesterday...its a really nice, witty movie...very sweet...haha oklah im into sappy movies remember? haha..ok so here's what happen today...

LATE
haha this morning woke up kinda late, well i was revising VB last minute...but while getting ready for school, mom came to my room to talk...hmm...she's in a dilemma right now...but i told her to do what she thinks is best for us...coz mommy knows the best...haiz sometimes i wonder why we have to go through certain things in life ...but like i always tell myself, it helps us be a better and stronger person in the future...ok im digressing...anyway by the time me and mom finished our talk, i was already running late...haha so quickly ran out and flag a cabby...phew...by the time i got to class, the test already started...ok no more late night study for me again
...die die wednesday must finish my accounting revision...hmm...

FBodz Meeting
Actually today have dance practice but i didnt go coz they will be practising for the lunch time performances which im not involve in...cant afford to miss anymore classes lah...but before they begin practice, we had a group meeting...some issues were brought up and all..hmm come to think of it, its not a big matter...we must learn to give and take mah...and remember its your talent that will take you to places...no talent? hmm its ok...hardwork will help also...aightz...remember what jin wen said alright peepz...

Coffee Beanok after i finished my meeting, went to meet natasha to go somewhere and chill and
talk...so we decided to go coffee bean at Forum...hmm...a nice and peaceful place ...definitely gonna be the next hang out for me...wee..so nice... ok we had our girls talk while eating cheesecakes, triple decker cheesecake (a must have for muah..) and buster's cheesecake for tasha...and we bought the new white chocolate raspberry ice blend(i think thats the name ah..haha) and my forever blackforest ice blended...but when i took a sip from the blackforest, gosh...no taste seh...so i went to asked if i could get another one..coz seriously no taste..if i can drink i would... and the girl was very nice...she did it again for me...thank you Coffee bean girl
barista...haha erm forgot her name ah...ok so i give Forum Coffee Bean a 3 out of 5 rating...cool place...

after talking for a few hours, i receive an sms from Ross sweetie...he was in town also...so i invited him to join us...and he brought the party...haha...had good laughs afterwards...was really nice...haha and everyone was having fun taking pictures using my handphone..haha so funny...hmm..maybe i should get a digicam for my next pay...okie i'll put that in my wishlist!! anyway everyone is cool...they were really friendly and funny...

my words:
i think im falling...falling in love with you...i wish time will tell...if what im
feeling is true...but there is one thing that i want to tell you...that im scared im not worthy of you...

my thoughts:
sometimes things happen for a reason...not all good things will come our way, sometimes it takes one bad thing to discover a good one... ok my jiwangness got me...sheesh...ok anyway i had another great day...thanks to my bestest friend natasha and ross and new friends ally, jon and isnin...

Cool events!

2005-01-29T10:42:00.000-08:00

The Date
*blush* the date was great...met up with Ross at orchard mrt and we went to lido to watch Elektra...at first i was kinda nervous, but after both of us start talking and all, i felt much at ease...in fact i feel comfortable actually... the movie starts at 745pm, and since we were early, we went to eat dinner at long john...while eating, Ross shared some funny stories...haha joker seh he...i kept laughing until my cheeks felt cramp..lolx...

after dinner, we head to the cinema...hmm the cinema is almost empty seh...only a few groups of people here and there... throughout the show, i was trying to keep myself warm...even though i was wearing my sweater, i was still feeling cold...haha..me cold-blooded...and Ross tried to keep me warm too... haha thanks Ross....the show was ok...i like the fighting scenes, but the bad guys die too easily...haha maybe the director running out of ideas of how to kill bad guys...hmm..at least jennifer garner still looks nice...and the kid name aby looks like renee zelwegger...
my rating for the show? hmm 2 out of 5...

after the movie, we walked all the way down to city hall...haha and we made it, Ross didnt think we could though...haha i had practice...*wink wink* and Ross walked me home too...gentlemen seh...haha and Ross now knows that im scared of cockroaches...haha coz we were walking towards my block, and suddenly cockroaches appeared from under the drains and i actually ran...haha and Ross laughed at me...haha okok i admit im a scardey-cat...but only when it comes to cockroaches...hehe...then it was time to say goodbye...and i got my goodnite kiss
too...*dreamy* haa..so cute...

my thoughts: hmm...Ross is a great guy...especially nice and sweet too...well, im glad i got to know him...and i had a great time hanging out with him too...thanks dearie...

The Call
on thursday night, i received a call from the girl...haiz...she found out from someone that i think of her as a bf snatcher...well at some point of time yes i did, even though she said that she does not have the intention to do that, but what they did was hurting...and if there was nothing going on between the both of you, then why kept it a secret? why keep m in the dark about your friendship...if thats what you claim both of you are...just friends...guess what..? im moving on...im not going to regret what i did...and im glad i found it out earlier than later...she adds that he is ready to accept me again...well, im not..coz i will feel insecure all the time...and i dont want to start a relationship feeling that way...and if he wants me, then he has to prove to me he does...sometimes certain stains in life are not easily to be washed away...

Hip Hop La Rasta Nite
on friday, me and natasha and sherri planned to go for the hip hop nite...which was organised by Live Audio club, its some sort of like clubbing but in school..but only hip hop and reggae songs are played...and there will be a breakdance competition during the night...but at last minute, sherri unable to join us coz she wasnt feeling well...so sad...hmm..but her health comes first...so left me and natasha, but some of her classmates also came for the event...and got mike also...haha this tall funny guy...when we got there, there was not much people in the event room...most of them were the breakers...got quite a number of small kids too..

the first program was the breakdance semi-final competition...they were not that bad...haha im quite impressed too...ouh and everyone liked this small kid...soo cute ...his flavors hot i tell you...he got style up his sleeves...oh and got one group was from my secondary school..my seniors in fact...haha was shocked that they know how to break...cool huh...after the semi-finals, it was time to partyyy!! haha at first kinda shy shy...then after a while, alot of people was dancing and all...me and natasha and her friend was dancing away...hehe...so fun...then while dancing, got this group of guys want to dance with us, at first i try to get away but then i give
up...what the heck, maybe just one dance with them...haha they were very cute...when i was dancing with them, natasha was already somewhere at the center..lol left your dear friend dance with this really cute guy...at first i wanted to leave...coz i never danced with a guy that close before...but somehow i never left him and neither did he...haha i didnt know how to sing the reggae songs, so he did all the singing...haha...semangat eh...he is a good dancer too...haha and i did enjoy dancing with him...when the dancing was over, we hugged each other goodbye, and
i wished him good luck for his break dance finals...i only found out he is 17 and in ite simei and he stay jurong...

then while hanging around outside, met up with dewi, haha she commented that i was sombong (erm..something like arrogant in malay) coz never dance with her or talk to her in there...haha...she say is it bcoz i was busy dancing with my boyfriend...haha i apologised and explained to her that he's not my bf...im single babe...haha then while talking to her, he came towards me...gosh..and he asked for my number...only then i found out his name is Hasman...hehe unique name...just like mine... after the whole event, met up with natasha...she was talking to her friend who is the organiser for the event...haha we talked about how hot she was on the dance floor...and i agreed...haha they even took her pic when she was dancing...haha
natasha flying liao...and he said i was hot too...haha..sheesh..im not lah...we also gave feedback about the whole event..there was not much publicity coz we know the more the merrier...and the event seems to be like a break dance event instead of hip hop la rasta nite that we expected...maybe should have more dancing than breaking...or better still, make the breaking semi-finals a seperate event and have only the finals during the hip hop nite...but all in all..we all did have fun...so its a job well done...

after that, natasha asked me along to go clubbing...but i didnt bring along my IC... haha..so blurr...so we met up with her boyfriend to eat dinner at Lau Pa Sat first... after that then decide where to go...we had a huge supper and i was really full when we left the table...haha... so after dinner, we met up with natasha's bf's friend and head to Queens bar...last time known as Hendrix bar...went there and used my ezlink as identification...hahaha...silly me...after getting tagged, went to nearby coffeeshop to drink...hmm i had coke while the 3 of them drank...hehe...me good girl...while the guys were drinking and yakking away, me and natasha was anticipating to return to the bar, so we could dance again...haha...we got back to the bar at almost 3am...and truthfully, the school event was much nicer than the club scene...haha the songs were not nice and the party was not dancing much... sheesh...maybe because it was friday...haha...but we enjoyed ourself by dancing like no one's business...haha and natasha went to dance at the podium again...lolx...

it was at 6am that we finally left the place...haha funny..nat's bf's friend want to get to know me, but he shy...so he asked them to ask me instead...haha we took a cabby home...but when i got home, i was soo dead tired, i slept when i got to my room...anyway i really had a great time...thanks natasha for everything...i enjoyed myself the whole night...its nice to spend time with ya...hehe thanks babe! :D

Sports Championship Tournament
on saturday, we had captain ball tournament...my group name is NIL..haha actually we wanna put Sure Lose..but we stick to Nil instead...haha so in my team, there's Sheng Chuan aka captain, marcus aka manager, felicia aka shooter, eunice aka catcher, tracy aka fierce attacker, jin keat aka jumping defender, lay ying aka supporting teamplayer, li yue aka shooter too and me! aka cheerleader!!! whoahaha ...ok i was kinda nervous before the game started so i was yakking and cheering away for other teams...which was cool..coz they really need it...haha and it also helps me calm down...in order to qualify for the finals, we have to try to score as many goals and win as many games... hmm...and guess what? we won all the 3 games!! wee...so happy...first game scored 6-0, second game 6-0 and the last game 10-0... haha i guess we live up to our name...by not letting other teams score any points..haha action seh..hehe you guys played very well seh...good team spirit ...and this was my first game where i wasnt angry at any point of time...i was laughing and playing all the way...hehe we did a great job...i hope we could get into
finals...hehe... and if we do, we have to put extra times a zillion effort because there will surely be the "kayaking team" and our seniors team...3 very tough teams ...but im sure we can do it...hehe we aim for silver this time coz last year we got bronze... *wink wink*

the first 2 games we played really seriously...but the last game, we versus fahmi's team...haha was really whacky man... i tried to grab the ball from fahmi, but i knocked him down instead, and he roll and roll on the court... wah liew...so drama!!! fahmi, you owe me a chocolate for that ok...haha then along the way also got other dramas like the time marcus and fahmi both fell and farhan also join in...haha we kept laughing while playing the game...haha now thats what i
call a friendly match...but i got injuries during the last match...coz i bummed into somebody..hmm wait i forgot who...erm...ok nvm..i bummed into the person and fell with both knee first..haha stupid mistake...and kinda scraped my right knee and injured my left knee behind...haha weak ah...but im happy coz we won all the matches!!i think everybody had fun on that day...i sure did! hehe...now i anticipating the results for the finals...*wish wish*

Moving forward

2005-01-25T10:29:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,
Ok sorry for not updating muah bloggy, coz been busy with school and finding a nice
template... ok recently i got to know this really sweet guy, Ross...and i find him really nice and sweet, and gosh, i have a date with him tml...its been almost 2 years i have not dated any other guy other than syawai, and i really2 am nervous...haha but i did told him before hand that its been long since i last dated...

Openhouse this year was ok...had to dance for the 3 days of openhouse...had a great time but i was kinda nervous...haha my tiny stage fright got in the way....the crowd was mostly nyp students themselves...hmm..i think NYP getting less and less popular..then during the 3 days of openhouse, i met Hafiz, this guy who has a crush on me while i was stationed at Bishan Seiyu promotion...haha he's only 16 seh... found out he has been working at my school's macdonald during the holidays...and that he is joining my school's Vespers Team, the cheerleading team...

yesterday celebrated KT's birthday!! wee...so happy for her...erm..not the getting old part, but the birthday part...haha gerl, mine is next month...no difference...me, natasha, izyan, izyan's bf, zafran and the birthday girl Kt meet up at dhoby ghaut mrt at 630pm..actually suppose to have more people but they have something last minute so cant make it...so we made our way to PS foodcourt to eat at this really nice store...Riverside Indonesian something...haha forgot...and we all ordered the same dish, which is bbq chicken rice...its ok lah...not bad...maybe because i was
kinda full already...after that, me rushed to swenson to buy the birthday cake and meet up with them at the istana park...haha i bought an oreo ice cream cake and guess what? they never provide knife...sheesh..so have to rush down to carrefour to buy a knife and serviettes and lighter...haha then when i got to the park, there was no way to hide the cake...tsk tsk no surprise liao...but its ok...after that we cut up the cake, took some pictures and then its time to leave liao...anyway i hope kt had a great time and so is everyone... :)

hari raya haji was ok...not much to be happy about coz my nenek is sick...she is soo fragile and small when i saw her, i feel like crying...haiz...she has been sick all the time, but on that day, its like she look too weak to even get out of bed...i hate to see grandma like this...its the same feeling i have when i saw my granddad in the hospital he was in...all i can do is pray and hope she gets well soon..

okie got to go school now...till next time...muacks!!

muah first entry...:]

2005-01-19T10:38:00.000-08:00

currently listening to If You're Not The One...

Happy New Year Everyone!!! Its 2005 at last...weee weeet!! haha anyway its a new year and a new beginning... 2004 has been the most heartbreaking year and the year with the most bad things that happen, be it to family or friends or boyfriend... But im sure its all a test from God to make me a stronger and better person in the future...

Yeah a new year means new classes, new experience, new clothes (erm..when i get my pay that is...haha..lolx), new friends and new boyfriend? haha..not going to rush through things though... i just want to say sorry to all my friends, who had been very patient with me through the whole of last year, thanks for being a great listening ear and shoulder to cry on...you peeps wrock my life lah!! angie, eunice, azlin and fel, thanks babe!! not forgetting to my brothers Ian, yan, alex, and many more..thanks for the advice and motivation... where would i be without my friends..
thank you thank you soo much...

my new year resolution is...(yes..angie) be punctual, make more money, spend wisely, pamper myself, be happy everyday and begin a new relaionship with mr X... haha wonder who it might be..

another tribute going to my dear: i start off this journey with you to show you how to love and be loved, and my journey ends when you stop loving me... i dont have any regrets as i know God has someone in store for you...i am grateful that he showed me that there is still honest and sincere guys out there who wants to be loved and i just hope you will be happy with whoever you will be with... you can always be my friend and i will be there for you when you need me... i hope you forgive me for my wrongdoings..be it big or small...thanks for all the sweet memories
that you gave me, if we are fated to meet again, i hope you will be there to stay...i love you dear..take care and God bless...treasure the pieces that life give you along the way, you will never know when you will misplace or lose it...

ok...im going to school soon...take care everybody...hidayana hope and pray he will be here to stay the next time round..*wish wish*

my new hotmail : nurhidayana@hotmail.commy yahoo mail: bluegerl_dayana@yahoo.commy previous blog: hidayana.diaryland.commynew blogsite : hi-dayana.blogspot.com

Adopt a pet...hehe

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click on the penguin..hehe..careful, or he'll fall...

adopt your own virtual pet!

play with the kitty...u can use the ball by clicking the More box.

adopt your own virtual pet!

feed the fishy...

adopt your own virtual pet!

feed the puppy with the doggy biscuits....

adopt your own virtual pet!